Well, it was January so I thought the next month would be valentine. Therefore, I started the execution of my plan tom the final stage.
To make her mine forever! Well as I knew that she had crush on me (The Accident incident)….But then I wanted to clear my doubts that whether she love me or not or may be just attraction to the celeb.
Description of her & Myself
Jitesh purohit
As I was going to implant the plan suddenly a thought stroked in my mind about myself that “I am not the real I Am” She thinks that I’m TV actor or star but in real life who I am??
“An Average looking (well less average by friends), Average body and long enough to touch the ceiling or Fan with no genius genes”
Who will be interested in me nobody can and even nobody should and that for what I am not the perfect person who they are looking for and I am not the prince charming or ‘Sapno ka Rajkumar” whose demand they always do to GOD. I am just the normal person. I am just like any other boy who was searching his true love everywhere but till now I could not find out.
Swathi
More than Average or just above any quality, which are trade, mark or I can just say that she was only the trademark to observe anybody else by assuming her. She was just the perfect one or you can call the perfectness of god. She was a perfect girl for every boy who was dreaming about his loved one or mysteries girl. She was the perfect woman who can make any man perfect. She was the perfect creation of god.
If I start just with her face then her face was just like the tulip or may be red rose. As much as I glances her face, I see only her face gets more blossom. The coolness of her Eyes that dark round black eyes aaahh! Just like the sky. All what I just wanted to swim that sky; yes swim in sky not flying cause , yes I was in love with her secretly, deeply, mentally.
Her forehead was just as a pure whiteness of the pre morning portrays, I could live while staring her face until the end of my life. Well we need food to while I came back from my assumption. Her body was just the perfectness of god to think twice that whether she is creativity of god or she is only the god.
I thought that if I have the whole paper of world then that also was not enough to complete the description of mine for her. She was much far then my verge but still could not resist myself by her attraction.
A single glance into her eyes could hypnotize anyone. A single Stare at her shiny, round face could explode the thousands of volcanoes of love in heart or could initiate the Tsunami in the ocean of heart.
In addition, for me, as I was already at the initial stage of this disease, yes the “love disease” and was started feeling all above symptoms. Moreover, yes at last I fall in love with her however without seeing her but just by her voice.
Someone could say that love at first sight or bla bla bla... instead of her other for me it was just a single sweet and hypnotizing hello was enough to initiate the craziness of mine and made me to fall in love with her. By this, I came on conclusion of that, if I started loving her with her voice then what if she could be in front of me what I would have done.
Mean while I was having my HSC exams over here and secondly I was in love with her. What was planning for me I barely could think of it?
Execution of Plan
Therefore, I knew that she love but how to find this out while thinking this, a plan struck in my mind and before executing, I thought of it twice for perfect time and day to begin.
From the very next day around 25 January 2008. I initiated my plan, so what I did was just to get how & what felt about me. As I premeditated & I knew, my premeditated will never iniquitous.
Therefore, I used the anthology of the TV star as I was and formed some phony stories about him & his fiancée’s. To distinguish her reaction on every phony story I framed to get access into her pure heart. As I started hounding her about my phony fiancée, she started to respond and with every reaction the emotions behind that was marvelous for me.
As I said, I had totally estimated the answers of her were pitching on the perfect spot due to that I could sense that she was falling for me after passing each n every sec...
Meanwhile I was doing combine studies in night with Deepak at his home so I got enough time to with her. Due to my daily routine, I got chance around 10.30 to till morning I was just talking with her neglecting the studies or my carrier.
Due to that, routine I never slept more than two hours but as someone said once "Kuch pane ke liye kuch khona padta hai"and in my case, I was getting my love of life.
In night, I used to ask her that what she was feeling for me, her answers came in affirmative tone like she like me the most..., and she likes me a lot, she said that I was her life and she could do anything for me. However, for me what mattered was the most precious single word and that was “Love”. Which she did not uttered until now and that was frustrating and most nervous, Distressed and disappointing moment for me at that moment.
Nevertheless, I did not leave the optimism... The expectation that she will say one fine day, that she loves me and love me a lot. The hope she will be my forever… forever… This word only can express my feeling. I was looking forward to my chances…
Mine… or else to the appearance, which I was using to get her. I always had that kind of thoughts in my mind. This made my mind very compulsive. Whatever I was doing with the pure heart I was doing erroneous only. I doomed an innocent girl.
Nevertheless, at same time heart also whispered that I could make her mine forever by decisive her truth. However, when this question arrived soon in my mind it hammered in my mind and again I was empty.
The Love Month
Yes! The Feb. started and it started with impressive positivity. I could not believe myself that I was just achieving my goal and that too soon.
Now the main part or I can just say that the most epic scene of the movie when the hero propose the girl. Likewise in my story also it was happening and for that I again I started phony stories about my fiancée that the relationship was enforced by my dad and I could not even resist. My mom also supported dad.
Well I was very amused once for all that this story could work! I could not believe myself with the intention of that it could be possible, I was well plotter and well executer too. It is too easy to plan but it is hard to implement on zero ground.
