Hi my name is Mina. I born in small village and I am a father depend girl always. it means I grown up with the restriction of my dad.after 5 years of my dad and mom marriage I was first child. he thought that I am a boy but not. they loves me a lot because I am his first child. my dad work has a farmer and my mom helps him and I had one small sister.we use to fight always like Tom and jerry.coming to my story I use thick of my life with out restrictions but it doesn't happen.i don't know how I completed my studies . I just follow my dad instructions because he pay my tuition fee more than he earn.but my thoughts are not in my control I always to thick other world which are waiting for me. I completed graduation with minimal percentage and full of thoughts. when I was in my graduation I started using a face book and I connected with a frnd.we use to understand each other for a long time of a period.when we are in a relationship we thick about many things about life. but I know that my dad doesn't accept it any more.time passes we are fighted alot we shared love a lot.but fight are not bigger than over love we never broke up.we planed a trip for memories . I can't dare to do that I don't know why?.we return back to our homes.after a long time my graduation was completed and I found a job and started as a fresher.i saw a man who is working their as senior officer with the age of 45 years I respected him he help me in work and suggest me for further ways my boy friend does like that he says quit the job.but I have to answer my parents why I am quoting my job.it is an hard time to get another job in that situation i said to him directly about my situation and he doesn't understand me he started fighting with me and our issues are crossed over limits and after that we broke up. after separation of us I broke down badly I went into dipression I taken a leave for few days. I said my parents I have minor health issues so their understand that situation and their supported me and my sister help me a lot to get out this situation.for a teenage girl having a lot of thoughts about her husband are boyfriend and that chapter was closed and I started a new life with a new smile which are comming has a artificial. but I have to move on.in that prosess I attracted to my senior officer but he had two kids he already married man but it doesn't effect me I don't why?. I am attracted to him because I got a freedom which I never get in my life no restrictions ntg he support me everything and he warrnts me for bad dessions and give me a support in though situation and he is more than a friend I can share anything with out a fear and I can talk anything without any agitation I fell very happy when he is with me. I don't need any attention of him but need his presence I will be happy when he is coming to office and I can see him from a long distance I know society will never accept over relationship.if we get outside of society it gives wrong justice to his kids.but we can't live without out each other.we are happy with each presence of us. Up to now this is journey of a girl and journey still countinues......
