( The readers are requested to read the first 3 chapters of "College Days" to understand the continuity of this story so far …)
College Days - 4"Where are you taking me, Maya ?" I asked, riding pillion behind her on the scooter.
My face was on her left shoulder. She turned her head just a little and said, "I'm kidnapping you."
I smiled, "Oh really? But I'm not a kid."
She turned her head again, continuing to drive her scooter, "Yes, to me, you are. Look at your size and mine."
Couldn't deny that. She was 5'9" and 75 kgs and I was 5'3" and 55 kgs. She was 6 inches taller and 20 kgs heavier than me. But the worst part is yet to come. She was 1 year younger than me at 18 years and I'm 19 years old.
She parked the scooter inside a big gate. Maya told me that it was a botanical garden. We walked inside, it was more or less empty at this time of the morning of a week day. Maya went and sat under a big tree with a lot of shade. Maya pulled my hand and made me sit beside her on the grass.
She said, "Now let me tell you my story. You must be knowing that your Aunty, that is your Mami, is my Bua. Do you understand the relationship between you and me ?"
I said, "Simple, we are cousins."
Maya said, "You are a fool. See, your uncle is your mother's cousin brother. So you are your uncle's nephew. Your Mami is married to your uncle. So you are actually not her direct nephew.
I am the daughter of your Mami's cousin brother. That too a distant cousin. So I am her niece but distant.
So in actuality, you and I are not exactly related as cousins."
I was confused, "Then why is Aunty, my Mami continuously harping that you are my cousin sister ?"
Maya said, "Yes, now I'm coming to that. You must be knowing that your Aunty or Mami, whatever you call, wanted to adopt you, when you were small. But your mother did not agree. Your Mami loves you like her son. She could not bear this and stopped visiting your house or even your city for the last 5 years.
She went into a depression. So doctors suggested to your uncle to adopt a child. Your Aunty did not want to adopt any unknown child. So she went to her village. But she did not like any child to make her own. My father had given me the responsibility to be with her all the time and take her around the villagers' houses. After three days of staying with her, she became very friendly with me. So your aunty asked my father if she could bring me back with her to Raipur to be her companion. I was very willing, as I would be able to live in luxury.
So for the last few years, I've been living here as your aunty's companion. Now suddenly my Bua, that is your Mami, comes to know that you will be coming to live with her here for your Engineering degree for four years. She was overjoyed. She now wants to take all your responsibilities for the rest of your life. She also wants to get you married over here. And she wants to choose a very beautiful and educated bride for you.
That is why she wants you to think of me as your sister. Also she wants me to be dominating and a bully to you, so that you do not develop any feelings for me. She cannot also send me back to my village, because she also loves me now.
So that is my story. That is why I have been bullying you since the time you have come. Also I was calling you Bhaiya, making you feel that you are my elder cousin brother. But, hearing your story so much from Aunty and after seeing you, I somewhat started to like you. I did not want you to have any animosity towards me. That is why I have told you my story. I would request you just one thing. Please do not tell your Aunt that you know all this. At home I'll bully you the same."
I was just listening to Maya's story with amazement. But I felt for Maya. She was being made to behave in a way, which is not her character. I took Maya's hand in my hands. Her palm was so much bigger than mine, fingers were so long. I placed my palm on hers, as if to compare the size. My fingers fell much short of reaching her finger tips. Maya started laughing,"What are you doing ?"
I looked up at her. Sitting beside her on the ground, my head was just reaching her chin. I still held her hand. I took her palm in both my hands, squeezed them lovingly. I smiled up at her, "I lost a cousin, found a friend." Maya was all smiles.
I got up from where I was sitting on the grass beside Maya. She looked up at me surprised, "What happened ? Want to leave now ?"
I did not reply. Just sat down again, but this time on her lap. She was sitting cross legged on the grass. I sat sideways on her lap, so that I could look at her face. Sitting on her solid thighs, I could finally reach her height. I put one arm over her shoulder around her neck. Maya also embraced me with both her arms. She was having a wide grin, "What happened ? Why so generous to me ?"
I smiled, "Maya, I don't know, but somehow I like to be on your lap. Even when I thought you were bullying me by lifting me up in your arms, I felt good to be held by you. I was showing my resistance and annoyance, but that was possibly more of an ego conflict. But looking back, now I feel that I rather like being carried by you. I feel so safe and secure in your arms and lap."
Maya was still smiling, "But I'm younger to you."
I said, "So what, girl friends are generally younger than boyfriends."
Maya put her hand over her mouth, "Aww ! You called me your girlfriend. Aunty will definitely send me back to my village now."
I put my other arm around her neck and hugged her tightly, sitting on her lap. My face rested on her shoulder. Our cheeks touched. "No, I'll not let you go. Aunty will not know. You just see my acting at home. And you can lift me and carry me and dress me and even bathe me as much as you like. I'll scream at you, but I'll love them."
Maya said, "Now let's go. It's not right sitting in a park with you on my lap. Let's go home. I already had my licence to carry you at home from Aunty. I have your approval now." She was laughing.
We walked back to the scooter, hand in hand. Sitting pillion behind her on the scooter, I said, "Maya, open your hair. You have such beautiful long hair, let it down."
Maya laughed, "But when I'll drive, all the hair will be on your face."
I said, "That's why I told you. I want them to cover my face. I love the smell of your hair. I'll bury my face inside them."
Maya was pleased at the compliment, "Suddenly you have become very romantic."
I said, "Yes, I don't know what's got into me today. Possibly You. Just one thing, please don't call me Bhaiya any more."
Maya started the scooter. "Ok, I understand."
Her hair was already coming on my face. I buried my face on the back of her neck. Her hair was all over my face, covering me totally. My hands were around her waist. I was sitting literally hugging her from the back.
Maya took the shortcut route back home. This road being relatively empty, I sat behind Maya with my arms around her flat stomach and my face resting on the back of her neck, with her long hair covering my face and head. Maya kept on giggling like a teenager, which she actually was, all through the drive.
On reaching the house, I went in first. Maya went to park the scooter. Aunty met me as I entered, with a big smile. She hugged me and asked, "All done ? Now my son is a would be Engineer."
I smiled and said, "Yes Mami, all done. Classes will start sometime next week."
Meanwhile, Maya had come and she stood behind me with her hands on my shoulders. Aunty said, "And was Maya there with you all through? Nobody disturbed you or ragged you I hope ?"
I said in a complaining tone, "Mami, this Maya is very disturbing herself. I'm not a kid, and she was there beside me all through like a mother. What will my friends think of me ? That I'm being monitored by my younger cousin."
Maya immediately said, "Nahi Bua, he is exaggerating. I just showed him where to go."
Aunty laughed, "Ok ok, you two fight later. Now both of you go and change and come down fast. It's already late for lunch. You took so long in College."
Maya said, "Don't worry Bua, we'll just come. I'll get him ready fast and bring him down." She bent down, picked me up on her hip and started for the stairs.
I started whining, "See na Mami, she has again picked me up. Can't I walk. Tell her no. She's being such a bully."
Maya was laughing as she started climbing the stairs holding me on her hip. Aunty was also laughing and shouted at Maya, "Be careful, Maya, don't run up the stairs with him on your hip. You will drop him."
Maya shouted back, "Don't worry Bua. Your son is safe in my arms, he's light as a feather."
I was slapping Maya on her head and back, while being forcibly carried away like a small boy by a much older sister.
I heard Aunty laughing and talking to the maid who had come out of the kitchen, "This brother-sister fight will not stop".
The maid was saying, "Oh so is this your nephew, whom you call your son, who will be staying with you here for his college? But he is so small… Maya is carrying him away like a child."
Aunty protested, "No, he is not so short, Maya is very tall for a girl. Arrey, Maya is taller than me too. And I'm taller than many men. My nephew is of average height, he is taller than you, what are you calling him small."
Meanwhile, Maya carried me to my room. She put me down in front of the bathroom. "Now go and get freshened up. I'll just come from my room, changing my dress. You take out what you want to wear, I'll come and get you dressed." She gave me a fast hug, my face got inside her big neck. I hugged her too, it felt so good holding her full body in my embrace. She released me, smiled down at me and ran out of my room.
I took out a cotton t-shirt and a pair of Bermudas and placed them on the bed. While waiting for Maya, I was thinking : When I was going to college this morning, before that I was literally hating Maya for bullying and bossing over me since the time I had come to this house. And now, after the detailed chat which we had and I learnt her story, she has become my closest friend. And possibly more than that.
Maya came back soon enough. She closed the door of the room and bolted it from inside. She came to me straight and picked me up and made me sit on the bed. She opened up my shirt buttons and took off the shirt I was wearing. Then she pulled off my vest over my head. She then took the fresh T-shirt I had kept on the bed and put it over my head. Then she picked me up again from my sitting position on the bed and made me stand on the bed. She unbuttoned my pants and pulled them down. She bent her head down and I held on to her head and shoulders, while she took off the pants from my feet. Then she straightened up and caught hold of my underwear to pull them down. I caught her wrists. She looked up at me as I stood in front of her on the bed. I said, "No Maya, not this…not yet. Not until marriage."
Maya smiled, "Marriage? Whose marriage? Yours or mine ?"
I smiled back, "Ours."
Maya giggled, "High hopes ! I'll not marry you. Now then, wear your pants yourself. I'm looking the other way." She turned around.
I changed into my Bermudas. Then still standing on the bed, I tapped on her head. She turned back, came closer to me and took me in her arms, cradling me. My arms went around her neck. She started rocking me like a baby. She giggled like a teenager again, "Come, let me take my baby boyfriend for lunch." She walked towards the door.
I said, "Wait Maya, put me down. The maid is there downstairs, what are you doing ?"
She stopped, "So what ? The maid had already seen you while I was carrying you upstairs. Didn't you hear her talking to your aunt about us ?"
I said, "But still, I haven't met her yet. It will be odd to meet her for the first time being carried by you like a baby."
She put me down, "Ok baba! But you have to get used to this. There are two maids coming and staying for long periods. If you feel embarrassed in front of them, then how will I carry you in the house ? And you said that you liked to be carried in my arms."
I said, "Ok, but do it later and casually. Now come, let's go." I took her hand and walked towards the stairs.
We went down to lunch. Sat side by side. Aunty and the maid served our food. We chatted normally. After lunch, Aunty said to me, "Ok now go to your room and rest, I'll come after finishing some work. Maya will give you company till I come."
Aunty went inside the kitchen. The maid was clearing the table and right in front of the maid, Maya stooped, slid one arm under my armpits and around my chest and her other arm, behind my knees, and then she swept me effortlessly up off my feet to hold me tightly against her breasts, cradled securely in her powerful arms.
The maid gasped, "Kya kar rahi ho Mayadidi ? What are you doing ? Aap apne bade bhaiya ko apne godi mey utha liya ? You picked your elder brother up in your arms ?"
Maya giggled, "Yes, I like to tease him. See how angry he is at me. He will start hitting me now. But he can't get down, he is helpless in my arms. Ok bye didi, I'll take my baby away before he starts crying." Maya started up the stairs with me in her cradle. My hands went around her neck for support. I could see the maid had stopped her work and was looking up at us, as Maya carried me up the stairs. The maid was rolling in laughter.
Maya brought me into my room and laid me on the bed. "So, how did you like the ride, my new boyfriend ?"
I said, "What will the maid think, Maya ? She said na, ki aap apne bade bhaiya ko godi mey utha liya !"
Maya said, "Don't worry about these small things. I had to do this. Otherwise, I'll not be able to carry you."
Aunty had come in. She said, "What's being discussed ? Both of you are still fighting?"
I said, "See Mami. Maya forcefully lifted and carried me upstairs right in front of the maid. The maid was laughing also."
Aunty said, "Don't bother about them, these maids are like members of our house only. Come let's take a nap. Maya you go to your room. Now let me be with my son."
Maya waved a bye to me, smiled and left. I was sitting up on the bed. Aunty went and locked the door. She came to me and said,
"Come on Beta, shift inside."
I moved inside the bed and made space for my big, 80 kg and 5'7" tall aunty. She took the only pillow on my bed and lay down. Looking at me, she said, "Come, lie down beside me. Let's chat. I generally take a nap in the afternoon."
I said, "Aunty, I'll need a pillow."
Aunty said, "Why do you need a pillow, Beta? Come lie down here." She stretched her fat arm to one side and patted her biceps. I mean, not biceps as with muscles and all, but her thick, solid upper arm. I didn't know what to do, but still laid down with my head on her thick arm. Strangely enough, it was not as soft as I thought it would be. Not muscular, but her upper arm had solid mass. My head felt quite comfortable resting on her arm. She turned to face me and turned my body to face hers. My face came just in front of her big breasts. She ran her long fat fingers through my hair and said, "So, my son, how do you like your new house, your room ? There's a flat screen TV in your room, the remote is in the top drawer of your bedside cabinet. Do you need any other furniture ? Any gadgets ? Music system ?" She kissed me on my forehead.
I said, "Mami, this is more than enough. I don't need anything else."
She pulled me closer to her body, so that my body was touching hers. My face was right on her breasts. She lifted her arm a little and pulled my body upwards. My face was now in front of hers, just a little down, since she was four inches taller than me. She kissed me again on my forehead and then on my cheek. "I am so happy, you know, that I'm finally able to hold you in my breasts like this. This has been my dream for so many years. God has finally listened to me. You know dear, you are my everything. And everything I have is yours. Now, you need some sleep. You had a train journey, then a long time was spent on your college admission. Now let me put you to sleep."
She shifted her body up a little on the bed, moved her pillow up. So that my face again came down to her breast level. She tucked her one leg under both my legs and placed her other leg over my two legs. Both my legs went inside her legs around her knee level. My head was on her outstretched arm. Her other arm went around my back. She removed her saree pallu and unbuttoned her blouse, exposing her full breasts. She pushed my head on her breasts. I understood what she was going to do. I said, "Mami, I'm 18, going to be 19 in a month."
She smiled and said, "And I'm 40, going to be 41 in two months. I'm more than double your age. I don't think you know, but you used to drink my milk also along with your mother's, when you were a baby. When you were less than one year old, I had a baby which was still born. I was heartbroken. On top of that, my breasts were full of milk. It was very painful. Then your mother came to my rescue. She put you on my breasts. You sucked my milk and eased my pain. So your mother suggested that I go and live in your house for some months. I stayed in your house for three months. And every day, I used to breastfeed you alternatively with your mother. That is the reason, I have a special bond with you, my baby. I could never have my own baby after that miscarriage. So, in my mind and heart you became my baby, since I had given you my first and only milk. Now you know why I wanted to adopt you. And why I call you my son. Come baby, don't say no to mummy. You eased my pain when you were 1 year old. Now let me re-live my pain, when you are 18 years old."
What could I say after hearing this? She pressed my head on her breast. I closed my eyes. My lips closed in on a soft mound. She ran her fingers through my hair, caressed my cheek with her soft fluffy palm. It was as if I was transported back to my childhood. She took my hand and put it on her other open breast. My hand cupped around her big and soft breast. She placed her palm over my mine and slightly squeezed my hand. I didn't know it would feel so good. My lips and my fingers were working in unison. I heard her moan softly once. Then her slow moaning continued. My eyes were closed. I felt that she had wrapped her arms around my body and was turning to her back. Yes, she was lying straight now. And I have come on top of her body, lying face down on her breasts. She shifted my lips to her other breast now. She held me on her big body with both her hands over my back. My full body weight was resting on her big body now. Fully. No parts of my body were touching the bed. She was almost 41 years, and I was almost 19. But, she was 80 kgs, I was just 55 kgs. She was 5 feet 7 inches, I was 4 inches shorter at 5'3". She was more than double my age and a middle aged woman and I was a full grown young man. But she was much stronger than me, because of her better height and weight. She was holding me like a small baby feeding me on her full breasts. But my 19 year old brain was getting confused. What am I doing ? I'm an adult now. But what could I do ? I couldn't get down from her body. For two reasons. One was for purely sentimental reasons; she breastfed me when I was a child and loves me as her son. The other reason was that I was helplessly captured by her on her body. Both my legs were stuck between her big fat thighs. She had unknowingly held my legs captive between her solid thighs. They were so heavy, I couldn't even move my legs. And her heavy arms were crossed over my back, flattening my body fully on her stomach and breasts. Although my hands were free lying around her neck, I was helplessly pressed down under her heavy hands and my legs stuck between her fat thighs. And this middle aged woman was holding me, an adult young man, unknowingly captured on her big body and gone off to sleep. Yes, she was snoring now. I felt so weak and helpless, that I cannot free myself from the grip of a middle aged woman, who is holding me captive, without even trying to exert any strength. Because she doesn't even know that she's holding me helplessly captured on her body…she's sleeping.
