It' was late hours on a Saturday night, almost 21.00 hours
I was desperately waiting on you.
Tried several times reaching your phone, only to find it was switched off.
Strolling around the entire home, checking the clocks of every wall, with every second making me anxious and adding to my worries, rising my heartbeat. She will come here to live with me till Monday evening .
In mind running so many questions. Thoughts are switching one to another and another to another.
Would Her husband allow her to go to her cousin’s house ?
She is rush driving? , if anything happened to her? Jesus no. Please do not do something terrible like that .
I close my eyes and praying that she is fine.
She is coming or not ? Do I visit her house to verify , She is fine ?
No, fuck I can't . Her husband already is at home , if he sees me , what excuse can I make?
I put my hand on my heart and
Fuck! Where are you ?
For god sake answer the phone.
Today the time is running so fast , seems that time turned as my enemy. 21:30 hours done and I don't have any news about her. Everytime if she is happened late , and if she is unable to make a call , then she used to text me .
But , today neither any call , nor any text.
Last 30 minutes I looked at my phone more than 300 times . 20 times switch off and switch on . Any network issue then it can be solve . But , result still remain same , no calls and no message .
Many times I am looking at her photos, and doing the idiotic things. I am mad at your photo . This is very irresponsible.
Haha , and next moment it is just a photo. Don't be an idiot . Ok . And next moment tightly hug your photo and close my eyes.
Right now I am remember the Speed movie which are directed by "Jan de Bont". Bomb were planted in bus and movie hero "Keanu Reeves" handling the bus. In same ways , today I feel bomb is my heart. And time seconds are work as speed. How the time are moving fast same ways I feel that my heart can be triggering for bomb and it will exploding anytime. Only she is mine "Keanu Reeves" , that she can only the one person stop this exploitation of my heart.
Now time is 22 hours , I am hugging her photo closed my eyes and lying on bed . House is full of light , but It feels that surrounding by dark . All are full of silence. It's clear to hear that watch seconds are moving . It make the sound of Tik - Tik.
I just feel for a sleep and suddenly someone appears in the parking. And close ls the car door. After few seconds she open the door , she already have keys of the house. She enter in the house , and her Cashmere Eau de Parfum fragment spread all over the house. Her feminine scent remind me song of Perfume album, which are Song by SHAED.
I started humming the songs lyrics.
You better believe I fell in love with you
Dippin the pen again cause I want to claim you
Baby I choose you
Like new perfume
Not gonna lose you
Never gonna wash you off
Cause you're like perfume all on me
I'm gonna wear you endlessly
Can't stop
Can't stop
Never gonna wash you off
Can't stop
Can't stop watching you
Can't stop
Cause you're like perfume.
She smiles at me. Her face bright and red, her cheeks red as rose petals. green -brown eyes. Her eyes is mirror of her heart. She is always real with her self. She is Wear black dress shining with white winter jacket. Big Red shoes.
She looks exactly the way of Hollywood celebrity. She look more beautiful than Salma Hayek and Angelina Jolie.
I am turned into a statue and stare at her only.
I stood and run for her. Hug her very tightly , kiss on her forehead. From my mouth words came out , Thank god she is fine.I am just stood with her hug and she said , I am here . All are fine . Let me free from your arms or I shall die in your arms.
I am still without saying any only hug. And she understood my feeling of losing her.
After few time she push me off from her . And I'm being sad and going to walk forward. She understand my sadness and hug me from my back . She said , don't be upset from me. Today was the heavy day for me . I just replied her , hug you not mean that I want to touch your body . Do you know that I am worry about you . Do you know that I am always concern about you . Do you know that , how much you are important and what is your place in my life . Last one hour went as , I am alive but without my soul. She stop me between my words and asked me with her naughty smile , what is happen to your soul ( trying to tease me)?
I replied , my soul went to hangout with snake. She is with her big eyes , Fuck !! No Snake . Please No Snake. Do you know that , I am scare with snake and you are always teasing with me snake. If you like snake so much go and live with them . And I am not your soul anymore (with upset face). I stop her , wait wait wait ... What did you said? She replied , go and live with snake. I ask , no what are the after that line. She is with her shy face , I said nothing and smile appeared on her face. We both were started laugh big.
I asked her , so are you my soul. She replied , no but it is with you . But I am your heart , she said with wink of eyes.
Where is your phone , I called many times and several times text you . You neither answer my phone calls or replied of mine texts. She said little funny way, oh! Mobile phone broke down . I bought new mobile phone but still not activate yet . Humm...
But can you tell me how your phone breakdown . She up her shoulder , not know how is my phone are broke. Before going to ask her something else , she said . I am hungry , what is speciality of today's dinner ? I replied her , in dinner today we have fish with red wine .
She is with her shining eyes , dinner looks very delicious , I am more hungry. I want to eat all with her candid looks. Don't worry , it is all for you. She interrupting and ask all ? You also , with her naughty style with funny smile. Me , please don't make me scare with this smiley look with wink of mine eyes . She , with her open mouth said .. HUH !! With shocking look. I said , I am just teasing you . I am all yours , I am your servant and you are queen of my heart with giving her salute. She is behaving like as Queen and ordering Queen have wish that her servant serving to her dinner and big smile appear on both of us face.
She is , So , you cook which kind of fish ? I hope it is not Whale Fish with her teasing style. I replied, no ! It is Codfish. Codfish are buttery taste as well as tastiest to eat. She reacted as humm. Wow, my mouth-watering can I taste ? Please? I at her with funny smile , it is all for you . Can you please on dining table . I'm coming with wine .
She is with her first bite, It is very tasty. Can I hiring you as my chef. I'm as, sure my Majesty.
After having a dinner , when I am cleaning the dishes , she is coming from my back and tightly hug me and said , thank you for the lovely dinner and evening. It is best day of mine life and I am so happy that I can't explaining with my words. I am continuing cleaning dishes. She feels that , I am ignoring to her. She being as anger and turn me towards to her. My both hands are with soap and apron wet because of cleaning. I said to her , stay little on distance , my apron are wet , your clothes can also be wet. She without speak anything only tight hug to me . And said , I don't care about my clothes , let them wet. I want to hug you and I am hugging you . If my clothes getting wet then you must buy new clothes for me and doing smiles.
I said , I'm not buying new anything, staying without clothes with my naughty smile. She is , Fuck ! How shameless you are! Then I am wearing your clothes . Haha..She is smiling.
We get back to hall, and she is seeing my music collection . She ask , tell me what are you listening recently.
The Chainsmokers
Adele
Raveena
Maroon 5
She said nice collection . But it is all sad music, and she ask, Can you please give me your phone , mine still not working yet .
She played "Perfect" Song by "Ed Sheeran"
I found a love for me
Oh darling, just dive right in and follow my lead
Well, I found a girl, beautiful and sweet
Oh, I never knew you were the someone waiting for me
'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love
Not knowing what it was
I will not give you up this time
But darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own
And in your eyes, you're holding mine
Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms......
She took my hand , get me up from sofa.
Put one hand on mine shoulder and one around my waist. Slowing doing dance holding hand in hand. Closing eyes feeling the moment , feel the love in air , feel I am luckiest man in this whole world. We just feel the music , and forget everything . She understand , what I am feel without my speaking .
When time turn 23:45 hours not know . Everything is very silent. I hug her , kiss on her forehead , nose , lips and neck . She close her eyes and took heavy breath , start moving finger on my hair.
Both lips are meet , playing lips with lips. Licking tongue to tongue. I am holding her in my hand , and taking to bed. Lying down next to her . Kissing her lips. Moving finger in finger and hairs.
We going to more , and suddenly her phone was ringing and its breaks all flow. She get up and answered the phone . It was her husband phone. He was shouted from other side. Actually , today her phone was broken by her husband. She is with her down face and upset. Seeing sadness in her eyes.
I took her in my arms and comforting her. She is strong woman , but her eyes turn as watery , feels that she can start crying . I standing next to over her humming something. I spoke, someone told me , she is very strong person . Never crying in her life. She is start laughing and with love hitting on my chest. Stop it, I am a strong wrong. You know me . I said , yes! yes! She is very strong . She , stop it !! I am strong and she push me on bed . See, I told you , I am strong woman with her naughty style. I am stabilising myself on bed and pull her also on bed with me. I kissed on her forehead. I said , I love you. She stare at me and really do you love me ? Yes , I love you. What do you want that I do and you are believe in my love. She put her head on my chest, how much do you love me ? I said , loving you till my last breath. She replied in funny ways , lier. I counter tell her , I do ! Really love you . She is doing smile again, if you are really love me, you have to do something as I saying you . I said , Agree.
She is sitting on bed ,
first thing, I want to eat ice cream right now . I said , it's over there in fridge eat. She said no , go outside and buy for me . I am looking at clock time is 01:10 in morning outside snow fall with cold wind. I said now , she said do you love me , then go and get the ice cream. Almost 45 minutes I found one ice cream shop.
She is seeing me with ice cream and she said , ice creame..omg... do you really bought for me.. so cute...thank you .
Now two , Go outside totally nude and Speak loudly 3 times.
I love you
I love you
I love you
Me ,Fuck !
It's 2 in morning outside full of dark also snow fall. Weather are cold. She is seeing me with naughty smile. She said , do you love me then so do it . I said , do not challenging to me . I remove my shirt and she open the window . Cold wind coming inside the room , feel that I am freezing . She look at me and smiling . I am start removing remaining others . Now , Only boxer are on my body. She looking at me speaking , I said totally naked. I am seeing boxer on your body.
I am , god please bless on me . God Mercy!!
Just little opened the door of house and cold wind force moved between from the legs. I am look at her face. she said , someone told me he loves me. I'm With full of strength naked coming out from house and walking towards the center. Neighbors’ dogs are looking at me from them balcony and growling toward me . I am freezing with cold , goose bump all over my my body.
I said , First time I love you. All the neighbour’s dogs starts barking loudly.
Second I love You few house lights on. Third and last I love you .. Neibghiur's shouting from house . Whose is that fucking idiot.
I am running towards home with mine shaken legs. Jesus, Save me. She is kill me. She said Bravoooo with clapping her hand . She said , I told you that you can't handle me. Tell me do you still love me . I put my cold hand on her face , yes I do . I love you.
