I wish I could explain your eyes,
And how the sound of your voice
gives me butterflies 🦋
How your smile makes
my heart skip a beat
And how ever time
I'm with you, i feel so complete.....
*****
Did you believe in karma ?.....
Karma plays it role perfectly in rohinth's life.
He avoids Janani for his stepmother. But she is unworthy for his love and care. when he realizes his mistakes, the situation already leaves his hand. One day he decided to go back to Janani. But Charan and Janani's marriage takes place on that day. Time never wait for anyone, right ?
So rohinth decide to leave this country. Unfortunately he choose Canada to go. I think you get my point.
One day he finds that his love is live safe in another's hand. He feels happy for them. But Loneliness kills him inside. One day he forgets his promise and drinks alcohol. That was the last day of his life. He does that accident intentionally. We can not call that an accident, it is a suicide. He died because he loved everyone unconditionally 🥺.
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Well.... back to Charan's story....
I return to Singapore half-heartedly. But I hope everything will be fine soon. I am physically in Singapore, but my heart is circling in India. I get help from my friend who is a psychologist to treat Janani without my parents knowing. Kaviya helps for my love more. She often reports about Janani's condition.
Kaviya : haha 😄 it's so funny 🤣.
Me : what do you mean ? Which is funny ?
Kaviya : it's j.... She told again and again that Rohinth had come to see me and he promised me.
Me : Is this fun for you 🤨 ?
Kaviya : no brother, No one knows that you came, but I know. Everyone enquiries to that nurse with a photo of Rohinth.
Me : Did he come ?
Kaviya : don't try to make me fool 😒... i know it's not rohinth but it's you.
Me : me ?
Kaviya : of course you. That nurse told me everything. How dare you to hug my j ?
Me : don't be mad. She is mine ♥. And of course it's me. What can you do ?
Kaviya : I can tell this to our father.
Me : no.... no you can't, this is not a right time.
Kaviya : yaa i know. That's why I'm silent. We have to thank God, Dad would have killed rohinth if the nurse had told him that the person in the photo was the one who came. And you are a fool....
Me : what ?
Kaviya : You raise her confidence about that Rohinth. She thought of you as Rohinth. You stupid fellow....
Me : hey sweety.... I did nothing intentionally.
Kaviya : i know, but..... it's okay, leave it.
*****
Days moves like this. I always make video calls to see her. My dad takes her to my house for treatment. So It was easy for me to see her through the video call.
My days move like jets. There has been no downfall in my life in this one year. We opened 3 more companies. We had already planned what we would do in the next one year.
On the other hand, Janani's life has gotten worse. It took her more than a year to fully recover. During this period she attempted suicide 3 times. It makes me feel bad. And also I understand how pure her love is like her heart. But the problem is, that pure heart yearns for a useless person.
Believe me j, after that i never let anyone to break your heart. My heart will find you even you last in darkness ♥. I may not see you everyday, but I love you with every beat of my heart. I want to be with you more than anyone in this world. There are thousands of stars around me, but only you can replace the place of the moon 🌙......
In my opinion, with the help of Kaviya, Janani will get admission in the new college ( kaviya's college ). She only concentrated on her studies. I know that she is strong now and negative things can not affect her.
I badly miss her. I know I can not go where she is, but I can make her come to me 😉. I decided to add some more happiness in her life.
I know, she wants to become a fashion designer. I decided to offer training through my company to become a fashion designer online for free. I made this known to her through kaviya. As I expected she started training in it. My manager told me proudly about her talent.
I was amazed when I thought of her. She also got good marks in education and topped in training. We gave her a job in Singapore and this is how I try to enter into her life. But No one will know God’s plan.
Kaviya : no brother, We tried a lot to convince him, but we could not.
Me : are you sure ? Can't you do anything ?
Kaviya : I will try again. But I have no faith.
She hang up the call. I was little disappointed. It took her a year and a half to complete this course. During this time I lived a life with her in my imagination. Eventually my fathet-in-law became a villain in my life. Uffff.....
Varun : hey buddy, Don’t be disappointed for this little thing. How did you think, how could he send his daughter so far alone. Already she is trying to commit suicide in despair.
Me : i know varun, but what can i do ? I don’t know any other way.
Varun : Charan, Don’t get me wrong.... Do you think she will love you ?
A small smile appeared on my face with pain.
Me : Love comes only once in a lifetime and if it comes a second time it will be medicine for the wound it caused. And ..... I am ready to be a medicine for her.
He smirked at me.
Varun : I don’t know why you love her this much, but I trust you. Believe your love. It takes her to you.
Me : maybe.....
Varun : Think about it, we have to go to Canada, So it is useless for her to come to Singapore.
Me : yeah..... fine leave it. I could try another way.
Varun : that's my boy 😉.
Me : What is the name of the next girl ?
Varun : Nusha ( i think you know her ).
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I knew she would be depressed because she was not allowed to work in Singapore. But I found out through kaviya that j definitely wants to go to job. Of course it give her some peace.
We decide to ask Keerthi ( varun's friend ) for help. She does anything, if Varun asks ( She had a secret crush on him ). Keerthi was ready to give Janani a job because Varun asked. Everyone was amazed at how Janani got the job in such a big place for her score. Keerthi has managed them to some extent. Janani had my dad’s support so I didn’t have any problems with my plan. Now she peacefully concentrate on her work.
We went from Singapore to Canada. Although we already live in the United States, but it took us a while to adapt to the Canadian environment.
Canada is full of incredible outdoor wonders and is famed for its natural beauty ✨😍..... canada is famous for the gorgeous scenery and uninhabited land. The views of the untouched and natural environment are breathtaking and composed of beautiful lakes and rivers. I associate many things with Canada, including friendly people, nature, ice hockey, wildlife, road trips, beautiful landscape, maple syrup, Northern lights, winter, snow falls, and diversity of people. All of these things make Canada great in so many ways.
I bought a house there which is suit to Janani’s wishes. Its look is Canadian-like and the inner side is made entirely in Indian style. We have decorated our house with beautiful paintings all the floors have marble tiles, there is also a large garden around my house with full of flowers 💐 and trees 🌳. Its quite, and there are not many people around this locality. There should be a sense of comfort. There is a difference between a house and home. People can build a house with cement and bricks, but a home is built with love and warmth 💙. I want to give her a pleasant place to live.
At this particular interval Janani began to do her work happily. So i can concentrate on my business 😌.
The funny thing about this is that many times I have used Varun in an attempt to see Janani. He will do it for me even if he has no interest in it. He is My lucky cham and my mood booster 😉....
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Kaviya : hey Tommy, Do you know what day it is ?
Me : 😐 anything special ?
Kaviya : of course 😀 Did you find it ?
Me : today is not your birthday, Parents' wedding day is just over. I could not guess,.... tell me what ?
Kaviya : you Tommy, you are useless 😒. You forgot your lover's birthday. It seems to me that I want to punch you in the face. You idiot and....
Me : oh my God, please stop.... My ears are bleeding. Look at your face.... Your face is red with anger.
Kaviya : Did you think I should appreciate you for the work you did ?
Me : Happiness for a brother is annoys his sister 🤣🤣🤣. Don't worry sweety, i don't forget and I have already sent my gift too.
Kaviya : really 😍 I did not receive any gifts 🙄.
Me : The gifts have already reached the point where they have to go.
Kaviya : Janani ?
Me : yaa 😅
Kaviya : Why did you do this? How to deal with the situation now ?
Me : hey don't worry 😉, I do not want to bother you so I did not mention any name in it.
Kaviya : ok bye... i have to go now...
Me : run run.... 😂😂
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Kaviya's POV
OH GOD..... Tommy you always put me in struggle 😒.
I drive my car quickly to Janani’s house. I parked my car like a master in driving in front of her house. I noticed Raj uncle in the hall, but I didn’t have time for him. I simply said hello uncle and went upstairs. Because I have no desire to cause any confusion.
They opened that gift box before I got there. That gift box had a beautiful blue saree and big chocolate box inside 😍.
Janani took that saree and put it on her shoulder. In fact she was so beautiful in that saree. It was as if it had been created just for her. I wonder about my brother’s choice. Smart brother.....
Priya picked up the box of chocolates and started eating. She spoke with a lot of candy in her mouth,
Priya : hey j , you look so nice in it.
J : 🙃🙃 but Who sends this gift ?
Priya : There is no name on the cover, No sending address.....
J : how can we find out ?
Priya : wait wait.... There is a card inside. Wait i read it..... hmm
She began to read it in a style appropriate to poetry.
𝕄𝕖𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞,
𝔹𝕖𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕒 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞,
𝔹𝕦𝕥 𝕗𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕟 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕪𝕠𝕦
𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕞𝕪 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐥....
𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕜 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕖
𝕒 𝕨𝕙𝕠𝕝𝕖 𝕟𝕖𝕨 𝕞𝕖𝕒𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞....
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐞 !
ℍ𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕪 𝕓𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕙𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕞𝕪 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 💙....
Priya : finally a blue heart 💙.
Janani fall in her thoughts and She was wondering who did this.
I nervously bit my nails. I do not know how to cope. They had not yet noticed me standing near the door of her room.
Priya : wow 🤩 These words are sweeter than this chocolate. Who is this lovable idiot j ?
J : i don't know priya. But....
I can't control my laugh after hearing that word " lovable idiot " and I stared laughing loudly.
Priya : hey kaviya, when did you come ?
J : come inside dear...
Priya : why are you laughing ?
Kaviya : nothing....
I hug Janani and wish her. And ask her teasingly...
Kaviya : how is my gift 😂 ?
J : When did you give me the gift ?
I turned my eyes to the side of that gift box.
J : oh god kaviya.... is this your naughtiness ? We were so confused because of this.
Kaviya : this is called surprise gift 🎁😄.
J : it's not a surprise it's a shock 😐.
Kaviya : Happy birthday my love 💗😂.
Priya : wait wait.... don't cross your limits 😠, she is my girl.
Kaviya : no she is mine....
Priya started chasing me for beating me.
Priya : kaviya don't run...
After that we enjoyed her birthday party and take some pictures to capture our memories ✨💕.
******
Me : Is she happy with that gift ?
Kaviya : of course she love it 😀.
Me : sounds great 🙂.
Kaviya : I just thought I shouldn’t say this. But your choice is too good.
Me : thank you. I need one more favor. Did you take pictures ?
Kaviya : of course, we take lot and lot of photos.
Me : can you send it to me ? I want to see her in that saree.
Kaviya : no way.... I will not do that.
Me : what ? But why ?
Kaviya : this is a punishment for you. Only then will you remember to tell me before planning anything next time.
Me : Jerry please...
Kaviya : no way...
She hang up the call. She never sent me that pics 😔. I think you remember that saree. Yaa... that saree was gifted by me. This is my first gift for her. I'm so glad and I wanted to see her in that saree, which is why I ask her on her birthday. But she refused my request. Finally I get that chance on my birthday 😍.
Even though we're miles apart, you are in my mind and heart ❤, but you don't even know it. For your next birthday, i hope to have you in my arms as well.
I share all my feelings to Rohan. I know he is just 4. But we are best friends ever ❤. I know he can't understand my words and feelings. But he is a boon of my life. He understood my mood swings easily, such a intelligent boy. He put his little soft hands on my cheek and said " don't worry papa.... everything will be fine soon 🙂, I'm always with you. Rani ma always told me that If we pray to God with a good heart, He will give us whatever we want. I will pray for you. " His words are really a boon.
After that I decided to talk to my dad about it. I hope they like her but I don’t know about the decision they made about my marriage. If I make people in my family agree, then there is no problem after that 🙂. Because My dad can help me with my decisions.
God's grace and my luck, situation also on my side.
Janani's father was hospitalized at the time. He was talking about his daughter’s wedding. But a big surprise was my dad’s decision.
That day i make a call to him, to talk about my love. But the surprise is He asked me the same, what i wanted to ask him.
My heartbeat raised after hearing my dad’s words. I just want to jump and dance like a hell. But i control my emotions and ask him about his sudden decisions. He explained me the situation. I think kaviya's role may also be in it behind my dad’s decision. Oh my Jerry....
*****
When I went to her house I knew very well that she did not like me. Oh god i was taken aback by her attitude, yeah first girl i found who was not interested in my looks and not in my status and money even after knowing about me.... !!
That made the situation goes reverse, Because of it only she looks more different in my eyes, cause I've started taking interest on her.
Finally our parents start talking about our marriage. This is not easy for me and I have to convince many people for this. I mean priya, athul,....
The night I came to India we caught up to priya 😂. She heard our ( me and kaviya ) loose talks about my love.
Priya : you guys already planned it, right ?
Kaviya : priya .... you ?
Priya : I suspect you when I see you in the hospital.
Me : Did you see me ?
Priya : of course, two times. You saved her that day, didn't you ? I was skeptical then but I have no doubt today. It all your plan, right ? Kaviya you too. Do you have a stake in this ?
Me : no priya.... wait....
Kaviya : priya... first listen to me. Then you can do what you want.
She listened quietly to the whole story. She let out a sigh. After thinking for a while she told me her decision.
Priya : okay....I came here just to stop this marriage.If what you say is true then I am ready to help you. She is my best friend. She has experienced a lot of hardships in her life, so please take good care of her.
Me : i promise you sissy. I will take care of your friend.
Finally I got a new sister. She is also a partner in our plans 😂. These two idiots help me a lot. Our next target is athul. It's really hard to convince him 😪.
He avoided me every time I approached him. He did not want to see my face. He was angry at me and he wanted to punch me in the face. Respect for my father prevents him.
I got to know him with the help of Priya. Finally one day i get that chance..... i notice that He nervously talks to someone on his phone.
Me : lover ?
Athul ( with angry ) : none of your business.
Me : You miss her, don’t you ?
He looks at me without answering. I sit next to him.
Me : don't think too much. Go if you want to see her.
He try to leave.
Me : How many days will you escape from me ? Aren't you worried about your sister ? Don't you want to fight with me for her ?
Athul : oh really 😏.... do you want to fight with me ?
Me : no... i want to convince you.
Athul : Your intention will not be fulfilled. So better leave my sister 😤.
Me : no way..... i can't. I love her very much. I can't leave her.
He laughed loudly.
Athul : good joke. Do you love her? How can you love her at first sight ?You know nothing about her. I'm sure Your life would be better if you married her, but what about her life ?
Tears rolled down from his eyes.
Me : What do you know about me ? No one can understand my feelings better than you. Our situations are the same. We are both longing for our love. What's her name..... rethika right ?
Athul : how did you know her ?
Me : I also know about Rohinth.
Athul : but how ? If you know everything why did you try to marry j ?
Me : because i need her...... Please athul, try to understand, This is 4 years of love.
I know this will take some time but I can convince him. Finally he understands my love.
Athul : okay.... i believe you. But I don't know if she will loves you or not.
Me : no need, my love is enough for both of us.
Athul : Fine.... Show her more love. She lost faith in love. She will not accept you easily. You need more patience to get her love. She is not so stupid she will understand your love soon.
Me : hmm 😀. Then..... what about rethika....
Athul : oh c'mon 😅.....
I know he is a schoolboy and no one cares about his decision. But I really want to maintain a smooth relationship with him. Because Janani love her brother that much. I have now persuaded him too. Soon he became my love adviser 🤣. Janani is the only one to be last. I know it's not a easy thing.
Now my eyes and heart yearn for her eyes. She spent more time at home. So its hard to see her.
I am summer
Yearning for the drop
Of your rain 💙.....
Thank God i got that chance in our engagement. For the first time I held her hands excitedly. When I dance with her, i felt like a hell. That was the most wonderful moment of my life.
She was completely confused by athul and priya's sudden change. It was like the 4 years of happiness I lost was gained in a single week. Every moment I was with her was one of the most important unforgettable moments of my life. She was not happy but my heart was jumping with joy.
Finally our marriage is over. We went to Canada ( to start our new life ). I wanted to give her a happy life and a good family. Rani ma is such a caring soul 💕. Rohan's naughtiness can easily attract anyone. I know that with their help she can easily accept the situation here.
I give her a place to enjoy and time to explore herself. She was doing her favorite things just like I thought. Like drawing, chatting, learning and playing with Rohan.....
I began to search for her unfulfilled dreams. Priya helps me in this matter.
Priya : brother she always said " l want late night adventures, long drive, i want someone to call me up and say, I'm outside let's go out and gaze the silent sky, stars and moon... go to the park maybe sit or lying in the grass, beach ⛱, ice cream 🍦, bubbles, holding hands 👫, teddy bears 🐻, chocolate 🍫, forever flowers 💐, star cases 💖..... "
Varun : Does she not like jewelry or expensive clothes ?
Me : Not even 1%.
Varun : oh my sister....
Me : Tell me if you have any idea otherwise go from here.
Varun : fine 😒😒
I planned everything patiently one by one and thought to give it to her. I got the chance to do that on her birthday. All the gifts I bought for her in the last 5 years, I gave her on her birthday. I also gave her the life she wanted ( fashion designer ).
More intimacy has developed between us since that day. Until then everything was going as I thought. But something I did not expect happened on aarohi's birthday. Nothing happened under my control from the unnecessary discussion of the day to the accident. That incident broke my heart. You know everything that happened after that.
I was confident she would never leave me. When I heard her love story I totally lost my confidence. I thought she was still in love with Rohinth. But what I did not expect was rohinth's death.
Missing you is my hobby,
Caring for you is my job,
Making you happy is my duty,
And loving you is my life ♥....
I could see love in her eyes. But her lips never told me that. Times passed in wait. I know she loves me, but I do not know why she is waiting for. But that stupid girl is waits for my birthday. Oh how crazy you are.... 💖
Finally she proposed to me on my birthday. This is the best birthday of my life. Finally she is mine today. Today my legs refuse to touch the floor.
I guess missing you is just my heart's way of reminding me, how much I love you 😍❤...
I did not expect this day to come so soon in my life. But I know this is not a dream.
From the day I saw Janani until today many things in her life happened to my liking. I have changed many things in her life. I removed some things from her life and added many other things. That included my happiness.
I was responsible for many changes in her life. Although I did not hold her hand in the twists and turns of her life but I was with her every time and will be in the future.
My story may not be like other stories. This story is neither full of worries nor pleasant. This story is not as romantic as the other stories. Love is not just about romance, it is about understanding and caring for each other 💖.
Whether I get her love or not, she is still my love and lifeline 💖. Surely the love that is in my heart is deeper than the love I have expressed. One day I will definitely tell her all this. But I don’t know about her reactions😂😂.....
I'm CHARAN MEHTA
This is Janani's story but I wrote this with full of love 💙.....
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Now you know who is the author of this story is 😉. I think you like it. Let me know it. Give your Valuable reviews.
I think the epilogue of this story is next Friday. So wait for it.
Take care 💙.
