This is suresh !
I want to share something !
Because I really like our friendship, I want to share this !
Very few people know this .
There was this very beautiful girl in my college, I was in love with her. She was very caring and very charming. She had this unique smile which always made me to forget the surroundings. She was also insanely in love with me. In those days I was a very sincere student and hungry for knowledge and wanted to make every minute count to earn the knowledge. She had a crush on me. I was a very raw and rude person like my father in those days. I never cared for anyone . I always kept talking rudely and fighting with classmates. But then this girl came in my life. We had an awesome romantic and sexual relationship for 1.5 yrs. She made me a human from an animal. She taught me so many things about how to behave. I wanted to marry her . I never had such an awesome person in my life before and after her. Though we were living and doing all things like a husband and wife, still she said no to marry me. she said no to marry the person she loved most because her father wanted her to marry someone else. her father was her idol. She said we can have a relationship even after her marriage. The idea of sharing her with someone else terrified me !
I stopped talking with her and cut every relation with her. I kept avoiding her. I was in a deep sorrow and heart break for 1 yr after that !
After cutting our relationship, about 6 months later , I proposed her on 14 February ! I knew she would say no, but I wanted to honor and respect the love I had for her and she had for me. So I thought it is a sacred ritual to propose this person on the Valentine day. I said I love you , gave her a red rose , and sung a Marathi poem for her in front of her 2 female friends. She said no! Took me to seclusion and said we can still have this relationship after marriage ! Don't blow this ! I said no !
Then again I cut every string attached to her.
After 15 yrs I sent her a friend request on Facebook at 2 am night. No reply ! I went to sleep.
When I woke up at 6 am , my inbox was flooded with her messages.
She was asking too many questions like wt I am doing , where I am , she wanted to see my picture immediately, how many children I have, how my wife looks, etc.
My wife and children were still sleeping.
I had a wash , coloured black my hairs and beard to take a selfie.
When I was talking a selfie , something strange happened . I started crying ! for some unknown reason I started crying. Tears started to run from my eyes continuously . For about 10 minutes I was crying. I still don't know y I cried at the age of 37.
When I gathered myself, I took the selfie. And sent her . She said u became fat ! Then she sent her photos . She too became a little fat, but I didn't mentioned it. Then she sent her children's and husband's photo. She shared her WhatsApp number and obliged to stay in touch.
She came to meet me in June , as I was still living in her matternal city.We met for half an hour at McDonald's . Had a nice talk .
After a month again I blocked her. Cut every string attached to her . Because I can't bear that much emotional suffering now. I decided to stay away from her .
After few days I shared this incidence with my friend prashant. Though we are friends, he is literally 12 yrs younger than me. But we had this frequency matching with each other so that we became close friends within 5 minutes after we first met. It was like before 5 minutes we were strangers and after 5 minutes we were close friends. He had too many experiences in such a young age . Very brilliant and creative guy.
He was out of town last 1.5 months. When he came I told him about her and what happened last month. I was talking about 30 minutes. I told him everything except my crying. I didn't told him that I cried. He was listening quietly , didn't said a word the whole time . After I finished talking , he asked me only one question. "sir , When she contacted you on Facebook after 15 yrs, didn't that made you cry ? Didn't you cried that morning ? "
The end.
Author - Nilkanth Lokayat
Aka Amit Gaikwad.
( Disclaimer - this story is purely fictional. Any resemblance to any living or dead person is merely coincidal. )
