Amaan's POV
She was playing with her brother. She looked too cute but I would never tell how beautiful she is. Rather I used to tease her for being ugly (even though she is not at all). I loved teasing her I don't know why. But the way she pouts and frustrated she becomes, really makes her cute and I used to enjoy it very well.
At first I thought it was just an admiration but soon she began conquering my heart. When Ashi was born she was far than delighted. There were no words to express her happiness. The way she looks after him, adores him, plays with him all made me go mad for her. The way her innocent amber eyes sparkled all made me happy throughout.
But then it struck to me she was way young and innocent for me to possess her. I cannot hurt her innocent soul by any means. And thus I started distancing from her. I don't know what made me think like that but I wanted to protect her no matter what.
So I used to send her birthday wishes by mail ,being an anonymous person. I knew how she loved blue roses and used to gift them too. And the way her eyes fluttered upon seeing them was something adorable.
It used to kill me not being able to see her when I moved to collage. I hired a bodyguard especially for her, Max. He used to update me of everything regarding her without her knowledge. He used to send me he pictures. And soon it became a routine for me.
Then when she became 16 I thought of gifting her a pendant. A red cute little one caught my attention and it reminded me of her. I was possessive but I loved her beyond anything. I wanted to fill her desires, complete her soul.
The way she was looking at me made my crazy. So I thought of avoiding eye contact with her. The way she was puzzled and surprised and how close she was to me made me to wrap her around me. But I couldn't. So I left from there as soon as possible.
Then one day as usual Max called me. But he was disappointed. When I enquired him, he said that Zarah loves someone else. At this point I was heartbroken. The world around me was shattering to pieces. It can't be. Why should she choose someone else other than me? She is mine. Only mine.
The following days were critical for me. I refused to talk to anyone. But soon I came to realise she didn't really love him and it was him who just tried to take a chance. Even though I was relieved I decided to not think about it anymore. Even though I tried dating others, the only face that comes to my mind was hers. I was kind of getting obsessed.
I cannot let myself down infront of her. But I used to keep tabs on her.
I had a position to reach in my life and so does she. So I decided to be a workaholic. Soon I began establishing my own construction company. And it did rise to my expected heights. I was happy and contented with myself. I refused any encounter with her as it would only fuel up my emotions.
Then a sudden thought of seeing her triggered me. Just to see her. Just once. And I got a very good chance too. Mehak' s birthday. I was pretty sure she would be there. I kept it a secret from everyone. Not even Fai was aware of it.
When I reached there Navi was waiting for me. But what did excite me was that she was there too. Wearing the same hoodie as mine. I tried my best not to look her. But when she stood beside me my heart was hammering loudly that I feared she would hear it too.
All those days I missed her. And here she is my angel. Navi upon realising my difficulty tried to strike a conversation between us. The moment her eyes fall on me, the way she looked at me in awe all I wanted to was to hug her. I wanted to cherish her. She is mine.
I smiled at her and was indulged in irritating her when that stupid brat, Ayaan , her friend came and called her. How I wishes I Could smack him. I don't like him being near her. I know he is of no trouble but still it hurts my jealousy to see him. The way he makes fun of her and almost everything.
That day I saw her glittery eyes. I saw something which said she is for me. And then the next morning when she came down she was surprised to see me there. She was feeling embarrassed. But why?
And when Navi put forward an idea to go with her, I was literally like way more than happy and thanked all the Gods for giving me someone like him.
I was in cloud nine upon seeing the way she was hiding the necklace in a furtile way. She is still wearing them. It greatly adored her. Then I realised she caught me looking at her. It made me more embarrassed.
When Max called me to inform about Alex, I was angry at myself for not being able to be near her. Then when she picked up my call and refused to go with him I was far than relieved. She is my girl. She knows well to tackle obstacles.
Then I understood I can never live without. She was becoming oxygen to me. When Fai told me that he had to pick up Zarah but at the same time he was busy , I saw it as a blessing and I asked him I could. Those moments were more than enough for me. The way she pouts, her innocent childish talks, her ambitious nature all were making me fall more deeper for her.
When she came down wearing the floral white gown along with yellow overcoat which I bought for her, I couldn't take my eyes off her. It was simply amazing, she looked perfect. I had purchased quite a lot of dresses for her whenever I used to visit foreign countries. Even though I was exhausted her childish face kept me refreshed. Seeing her sleep, how innocent she looked, I missed all these.
The night at the terrace. Her cravings for chocolates were known very well by and thats why I still believe she is still a small child.
When she dressed herself in that red gown, I was simply speechless. How could someone look so dashing? Even though I saw her when she arrived I distanced myself and looked at her from a corner. The dress did completely suit her like a second skin and the it adored her pretty well.
Then the incident at the beach, the closeness we shared, above all her beautiful smile made me to promise to myself that no matter whatever happens I will make you mine forever.
She will be returning after a week. It's been a while since we met. Everything went as planned until my employee cheated me. He went away with the money which should be payed to my investors.
