Falling Star
02| breakdownRishi, leave me, leave me please
Please….
Please…
I was pleading to him to leave me. My body was now paralysed only with the feeling of lifelessness. He banged me again and again, he kissed me to hell, he sucked me but all was done, left me with no love, but was a blast of pain, hurt and bruises. I was still struggling to come out. When he finally left me. Without looking at me once he headed towards the bathroom.
I sat on one corner of the bed, crying and sobbing. A few moments later I saw him coming out. In a very slow but painful groan I found myself saying.
Why, Rishi, why ? What have I done m why me?
You deserved it…
Was his only reply. This was his common habit, since then, he used to put all his rages on me and after giving me a nightful of pain he used to leave me all alone.
I tried to pick myself up, and dragged myself to the bathroom, my body is totally lifeless now. When my eyes fell upon my uncovered body , it was filled with scratches and bruises. When the cold water fell on my uncovered body I felt a kind of painful sensation all over my body.
After the cold shower I got a little strength back. I went to the walk-in closet and took a loose white top and a white leggings. All I want now is to feel comfortable. I came back to my room and searched for my phone.
I got my phone. When I switched on my phone a bundle of messages flashed on my screen. All were of mom, I mean Rishi's mom.
Mom : Baby, I know I didn't get the time to meet you before I leave, but ya your daddy and me are leaving for some work, so can you please call Vikkis wife to hang out together. Because I know that stupid can't take care of her. Ok so baby take care.
Me: ok mom.
Yes, his mother saw me the day we got married, I mean a forced Marriage. But it's a secret. I love her a lot the day next I got to know about Sia babe, who's my sister in law. I couldn't believe our relationship would take this turn. I and Sia, are destined to be together. But matter isn't that. Now how will I speak to her about my marriage and that too with my lost love. She had never liked him even though I tried to convince her. For her he was a use and throw type of boy, who used me for his pleasure. Thinking this I started to break down. I was thinking how to convince her when my phone rang. The screen showed Sia babe😘 and I was still shivering from the breakdown. I picked the call in the first ring..
📞 Hello, Sia….
📞 Sammy.. are you kidding me..
📞What happened Babe
📞 Are you low at any case
📞 Nope, nah, why should I, finally am married to someone, and that too my childhood love.
I tried my best to hide my emotions. But somewhere within me I know it's useless, because she can sense every single movement of me very easily. She knows me so well that even I can't describe myself as she does.
📞 Wait, what 'Childhood love', I mean the one who dumped you. Samm??
📞 Stop babes, what leads you say that, I never told he did that. I loved him, that doesn't mean he would have to.
📞 You know, he left you after having done with you, and if not wrong this means either to use you or to dump you.
📞 It's not like tha..
📞 Whatever it doesn't bother until he hurts my LIFELINE.
Babe please don't give me much pain, I am already broken. I don't have anyone to share my feelings to except you dear just don't. I could only shout those words in my mind but nothing came to my mouth.
📞 Babes, angry, ooo my dear angry birds, am all fine.
📞 Yep, I can realise, by your tone itself, how happy you are, so at least on the sake of friendship don't lie.
📞 Listen don't be angry on me, you are the only one in my life…
📞 Don't say that, now you have your so-called lover boy as your life
Please Shreya please, I can't hold it anymore.
📞 You guys are coming to rub the elbows as soon as possible at our place , it's an invitation… umn don't cut me listen, you can come and see how fine I am.
📞 Know what, GO TO HELL.
🚫 Sia hung up the call…
She cut the call with a beep sound, and all I could do was stare at the phone. Something inside me was killing me.
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In my mind) You don't know Shreya. You are my life, you are that wish of my dairy, I longed for. You filled my life, and am grateful to the falling star to get you in my life.
My Dear, this is what my first week of Marriage went to. Some of you might get some tears in your eyes. I don't know about all of you but it brings to me but you know what, this is just the beginning.
Authors note Guys listening to this are getting tears in my eyes. Like somebody can get such pain in the beginning of a new life, I mean the first week of her marriage went so bad. Guys I don't know how many of the readers are Indian here but as this story follows an Indian tradition here to let me reveal that marriage is the purest time in a Indian womens life. They enter into a total new world with a husband worshipped as god by their side. But Sammy neither has her parents support nor husband's the one she loved has also left in anger. Now what will she do?
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