My dear love,
You told me to take 2 months. See, it's been 2 months today. And I still have the same feelings for you that I had 2 months ago. My love, maybe I am not your first love. But I'm experiencing this feeling for the very first time. So I'm pretty sure it's not just attraction. Maybe in the beginning it was an attraction. But trust me, as the days go by, I become more and more involved with you.
You might be wondering , why I haven't texted you from last 2 months. Actually there are two reasons for this. The first is that I didn't want to bother you and the second is that I wanted to prove to myself how patient I am.
Every single day, I am living two lives a time. A part of me, and a part of you. I don't need your presence to love you. I am living a life where I am experiencing a love of me and a love of you. I'm in a relation with you and you aren't even aware of it. Because I am living two lives at a time. A life of you and a life of me. You are there in my daily routine, in my every night and in this life. I am experiencing all the feelings of both of us. I am experiencing our romantic world where we both are alone. You are always there in my prayers, in a hope, in a belief, in an imagination, and even in a reality. And thus, this pure love allows me to love you more and more.
You may be wondering why I love you so much... It’s hard to forget that special day when we met for the first time. I can never forget that magical moment when we met and you said, 'May I come in?' And our conversation started with you saying 'Soooo...' Do you remember our first conversation? 😅 I still remember all our firsts. I remember you told me that everything you have belongs to your parents. You have nothing. At that moment I realized that you are a person who wants to create your own identity, to create your own existence. I have seen many people enjoy their parent's property but trust me you are the exception and that's why you won my heart.
Love has no age, no time limit. It only takes a moment to fall in love with someone. I fell in love with you the very first time I met you, and I still keep falling for you over and over again. I still remember you told me that I could never choose myself as a boyfriend. I remember your beauty when you feel ugly, your innocence when you feel guilty, and your purpose when you are confused. I still remember the day when you told me that you are not sure about marriage. I know you didn't want to hurt me. Yes, I still love you because I don't want 'Achha', I want 'Sachha Insaan'.
It’s not really easy to fall in love with a person without any conversation. Maybe this is called one-sided love. And I'm not sad because I have a one-sided love. Although I've heard from a lot of people that love always hurts, but trust me I've never felt that way. Because I believe that there is nothing more beautiful than the love you hold for others. One more thing I want to tell you that I don't need anyone better than you. You are always more than enough for me. I want to live with you forever. I want to take care of you and make you happier. I want to see you every day for the rest of my life. I want to be a part of your soul !!
I really don't know if there is another girl in your life or not. And suppose if there is another girl in your life, then I am really happy for both of you. But if not, you should think twice about our relationship. Because if I can wait 2 months to make sure that I love you, then you should think about us at least once. I know you have no feelings for me. But how will those feelings arise if you don't try?
I am not begging for my love because there are two reasons. The first is that if my love for you is true, then I know that you will understand it sooner or later, and the second is that Pyar mangane se nahi dil se kiya jata hai so you should feel it yourself. I personally think that you can't force someone to feel the same you feel for them. Life is compromising. Lucky are those who almost get what they wishes.
The last thing I want to say is that take your time and then make a decision. Remember that if you decide to choose me, I will be with you till the end, no matter what the situation you face. And even if you don't choose me, I will still respect your feelings, I will appreciate your decision and always support you.
I know you're too busy and you don't have time for all this. But still I have sent you a long message. So I'm extremely sorry for wasting your time.
Thank you for coming into my life. No matter how much time we spent together, it is always precious to me. Thank you for giving me such a wonderful feeling of love. Thanks for everything...🙃
Yours,
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