Chapter : 8
“Kabhi kabhi mere dil me khyaal aata hai,
Ke jaise tujhko banaya gaya hai mere liye,
Tu ab se pehle sitaro me bas rahi thi kahi,
Tujhe zamee pe bulaya gaya hai mere liye”
“You left me without answering my question yesterday” I asked.
“And what is outcome of that?” Inner me asked, he was looking like spiritual leader or Guru of any particular Dharma.
“I don’t know why and from where you choose all this costumes? Now tell me which religion you are promoting today?” I asked.
“The answer lies within you, you just need to search” Inner me replied.
“Truly speaking, we can just simply sit here and discuss whatever we want; you don’t need to get in attire. And I believe in truth only” I answered.
“Look, you got the answer, I am promoting truth today, you can also search outcomes of your yesterday’s question” Inner me spoke with smile.
“Yesterday’s question was about control, right?” Inner me asked.
“Yes, How can I control? She is everywhere” I asked.
“There is something in you which helps you to remember her, and there is something in you which will help you to forget her” Inner me said.
“How” I asked.
“Gauri” Inner me said.
“You need to find out energy within you which gives momentum and ultimate freedom in life, Gauri means which gives you knowledge, which makes you move in life and that which liberates you, you need to find out energy within you which helps you to move forward” Inner me said.
“I have tried this before, but not working” I said.
“You have just tried positively, but when your positive energy fails use your negative powers” Inner me said.
“Negative powers?” I asked.
“Use your Ego to do this” Inner me suggest.
“How can ego fight with love?” I asked.
“Ego is the best power human has, you just need to know when and how to use, are you listening?” Inner me said.
“You know it will be very hard for me” I said.
“That we have to do” Inner me said.
“Kabhi kabhi mere dil me khyaal aata hai,
Ke jaise tu mujhe chahegi umr bhar yun hi
Uthegi meri taraf pyaar kin ajar yun hi,
Me jaanta hun ke tu gair hai magar yun hi…
Kabhi kabhi…Mere dil me…”
“Please…Please…Stop listening these old songs” Inner me said.
“I had asked one more question few days back, about happiness” I spoke.
“Happiness, I would like to make it clear, what you are searching is inner peace, not happiness. You should look for ideas how you will get inner peace” Inner me said.
“What is happiness” I asked again.
“Human brain releases chemicals endorphins, dopamine, serotonin and oxytocin which let you feel happy” Inner me said.
“You are not listening me, I asked what happiness is?” I repeated.
“You are also not listening me, I asked you to look for inner peace; I hope you understand what I am trying to say and will focus on it” Inner me answered.
“Again Guruji is diverting mind” I laughed.
