HELLO EVERYONE, WELCOME BACK I AM LOKESH
LAST TIME I LEFT YOU , WHEN I CAME TO KNOW THAT PAVITRA LIKES ME NOW I WILL TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED NEXT.
IN SCHOOL:
AFTER THAT NIGHT ,THERE WAS MY MATHS PAPER , BUT BECAUSE LAST NIGHT I COULD NOT STUDY WELL . I DID NOT
PERFORM WELL IN THE EXAM. AFTER EXAM IT WAS THE FIRST TIME WHEN I WAS NOT A FEAR OF GETTING LESS MARKS ,
BUT I WAS IN A JOY THAT SHE LIKED ME , AFTER THE EXAM WAS OVER I WAS JUST SMILING , ALL THOUGT THAT MY
EXAM WAS GOOD BUT THEY WERE UNAWARE OF MY HAPPINESS . MY FRIEND MANISH ASKED ME "BHAI KYA HOGAYA
ITNA KYUN MUSKHURARA , LADKI PADGAYI KYA " . I WAS NOT A MOOD TO GET INTREPTED BY ANYONE , I JUST NOD
AND LEFT , HE THOUGT I WAS JOKING AND LEFT.
THEN WHEN I WENT TO MY BUS AND WAS ENJOYING THE MOMENT WHEN JUST SUDDENLY SHE CAME AND SIT ALONG
WITH ME . IT WAS JUST VERY FAST MOVE THAT I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT TO DO , I GET UP AND WAS TRYING
TO CHANGE SIT WHEN SHE STOPED ME AND SAID "ITNA KYUN DARRE MARR THODI DUNGI BEDD JAO NA".
I COULD NOT RESIST AND SIT DOWN , THEN SUDDENLY SHE BEHAVED LIKE NOTHING HAPPED BETWEEN US AND ASKED
"PAPER KISA GAYA", I COULD NOT UTTER A WORD I JUST SHOCK MY HEAD . THEN I ASKED HER "TUM..HARA..?" SHE
SAID WITH EXITMENT THAT IT WAS VERY GOOD. I JUST SMILE , AS I COULD'T DO MORE.
THEN IN THE HALFWAY TOWARDS HOME , WE DID'T TALK MUCH , THEN I ASKED HER " WHAT YOU SAID YESTERDAY WAS
TRUE ??" , SHE DID'T ANSWER ME FIRST, THEN I ASK AGAIN WITH HESITATION THIS TIME SHE DID'T ANSWER BUT SHE GIVE ME A BIG SMILE , WHICH WAS A "YESSSS".
AFTER EXAMS:
AFTER EXAMS WERE OVER WE USED TO TALK ALL THE TIME , IN THE PARK , ON FB WHEREVER WE CAN.
THEN COMES THE DAY OF RESULTS ,IT WAS NOT GOOD . BUT I WAS HAPPY AS PAVITRA HAS TOPPED IN EVERY SUBJECT
, THAT TIME FOR FEW SECOND I THOUGT WILL IT WORK BETWEEN OUS AS SHE WAS TOPPER AND I COULD NOT EVEN
COME CLOSER TO HER . THAT DAY AFTER COMING HOME , AS USUAL WHAT HAPPEN IN INDIAN FAMILY WHEN CHILDREN
COULDN'T PERFORM TO THIER EXPECTATION I WAS SCOLDED , THAT EVENING I GOT THE MESSAGE THAT IF BECAUSE
OF HER MY STUDIES ARE AFFECTING THEN WE CAN STOP THIS HERE ONLY , AS SHE WANT ME TO PERFORM WELL IN
EXAMS .
NEXT MORNING I MESSAGED HER THAT I WILL WORK HARD BUT I DON'T WANT TO END THIS.
AFTER THAT , I REALLY WORK HARD FOR MY STUDIES , SHE ALSO VERY MUCH HELFED ME . AS A RESULT IN NEXT MOCK
TESTS I PERFORMED VERY WELL.
EVERYONE STARTED NOTICING :
THEN BOND WAS GETTING BETTER WITH TIME , THEN IN SCHOOL IN EVERYONE TALKS WE WERE TOGETHER WE USED
TO SIT TOGETHER , EAT TOGETHER . ALL OUR FRIENDS ALSO LIKED OUR PAIR . ONE THING I FOUND IN MYSELF AFTER
PAVITRA CAME IN MY LIFE IS THAT I WAS NO MORE AN INTROVERT , I USE TO TALK BEHOND MY FRIEND CIRCLES , I
MADE NEW FRIENDS.
SLOWLY-SLOWLY WE FOUND THAT BECAUSE OF OUR CLOSENESS OUR PARENTS WERE G, TING SIGNAL THAT
SOMETHING IS WRONG ITS SOMTHING MORE THAN FRIENDS BETWEEN US, SO SHE STOPPED COMING TO PARK , MY
MOTHER ALSO STOPPED ME TO GO TO PARK. SHE THEN TOLD ME THAT WE HAVE TO STOP OUR METTING IN SOCIALY
AND THAT WE CANN'T TALK IN FRONT OF HER SISTER ALSO . AS HER SISTER TOLD TO HER MOTHER.
AFTER THAT WE ONLY TALK ON FB ORE CLASS . WE WERE NOT GETTING ANY EXTRA TIME , BUT WE WeRE HAPPY ,
ATLEAST WE WERE TALKING .
FIRST HUG / KISS:
NOW WHEN THE YEAR WAS ENDING IT WAS TIME FOR ANNUAL DAY CELEBRATION . FOR ONE MONTH THE REASON TO
GO SCHOOL WAS TO ENJOY . WE BOTH USED TO COME OUT CLASS SAYING WE ARE THE PARTICIPENT , AS WE BOTH
WERE NOT PARTICIPATING IN ANY PROGRAM , THEN WE USED TO SIT TOGETHER FOR WHOLE TIME AND TALK , TALK
AND TALK.
THEN CAME THE TIME OF ANNUAL DAY , AS SHE WAS NOT PARCIPATING AND I ALSO , SO WE WERE AT HOME . HER
PARENTS AND HER SISTER WHO WAS PARTICIPATING GOES FOR SCHOOL IN THE EVENING AFTER THAT MY PARENTS
ALSO WENT. THEIR WERE ONLY ONLY FOUR LEFT IN OUR BUILDING BLOCK . ME , SHE , MY BROTHER AND HER
BROTHER . OUR NEIGBOUR WERE GONE SOMEWHERE . IT WAS ALL SILENT.
AFTER HOUR AN HOUR HER BROTHER CAME TO CALL MY BROTHER FOR PLAYING IN PARK . THEN AFTER SOMETIMES I
WENT OUTSIDE FOR WALK AND SHE ALSO CAME OUTSIDE HER HOUSE . WE WERE BOTH SEEING EACH OTHER BUT WE
WERE NOT TALKING AS IN COLONY WE USED NOT TALK EASILY , BUT WE WERE TALKING ON FB.
AFTER ONE AND HOUR LATER WHEN SUDDENLY THE LIGHT WAS GONE I SAID TO TWO LITTLE TO GO INSIDE AS ITS
DARK AND WENT OUTSIDE SHE WAS STANDING OPPOSITE THE GATE NEAR THE UPSTAIR DOOR . WE SRARTED TALKING
, AFTER SOMETIME I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HAPPEN SHE SUDDENLY ASK CAN WE HUG , FIRSTLY I WAS NOT BELIEVING
IT AS I HAD TOLD YOU I WAS NOT THAT OPEN BOY , I DID NOT HAVE ANY TYPE GETTING PYSICAL IN MY MIND , I USED
TO GET HAPPY ONLY BY TALKING TO HER .
BUT I WAS BLANK WHAT TO DO THAT TIME , BUT SUDDENLY ARUN CAME OUTSIDE AND SAID HE IS GOING HOME , IF IT
WOULD NOT BEEN THAT SITUATION I WOULD HAVE SIAD "OK". BUT THAT SITUATION WAS DIFFERENT I SUDDENLY
SAID " ABHI ANDERRA HAI , ABHI KYA KAREGA ABHI YAHI RUKK , LEIGHT ANNE KE BAAD CHALE JANA " ,SHE SLOWLY
GIIGGLED , AND HE WENT INSIDE .
AFTER THAT AFTER FEW MOMENT OF SHE AGAIN ASK "HUG", AFTER SOME HESITATION WE HUGGED TIGHTLY WITH
CLOSED EYES , LIKE IT WAS A DREAM . IT WAS MEMORABLE TIME TILL WHEN SUDDENLY LIGHT CAME, AND WE BROKE
OUR HUG . SHE WAS BLUSH , I WAS ALSO SMILING . THEN HER BROTHER CAME AND THEY BOTH WERE GOING UPSTAIR
, SUDDENLY I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TO ME I RUN AND GRAB HER AND KISSED HER . I KNOW SHE ALSO WENT
BLANK , I ALSO DO NOT KNOW 10 MINUTES I WAS HESITATING TO HUG HER AND NOW I KISSED HER WITHOUT
HESITATION. IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL MOMENT .
MISFORTUNE :
AFTER THAT EVERY THING WAS GOING FINE THEN AFTER 1 MONTH OUR PRE-BOARD EXAM ALSO STARTED , AND WE HAD DECIDED THAT IN EXAM WE WILL TALK LESS STUDY MORE , AS SHE WANTED ME TO PASS , GET CLEARENCE FOR BOARD EASILY .
THEN AFTER PRE-BOARD WE WERE GETTING HOLIDAY FOR PREPARATION FOR BOARD , SO WE USED TO TALK LESS AS WE WERE CONSENTRATING ON OUR EXAMS AND I ALSO WANTED ATLEAST GET ABOVE 75 % .
AS ALL HAS THINKING THAT IF I WILL GET 60% ALSO ITS INUFF.
OUR BOARDS GETS OVER AND WE WERE HANGING OUT FOR PARTING , I SEE SADNESS IN HER FACE FROM THE
STARTING OF EXAM , SHE WAS GIVING FAKING SMILE ALL THE TIME . I NOTICED THAT VERY EARLY BUT I DID NOT TALK
TO HER AS I DO NOT WANT TO DISTURB HER BY ASKING SUCH QUESTION AND IRRITATE HER . THAT DAY ASKED HER ,
THAT I AM NOTICING FROM FROM LAST 1 MONTH YOU ARE BEHAVING ODD . SHE SAID THEIR IS NOTHING , CUT THE
TALK BEFORE STARTING .
AFTER WE WENT HOME MY MOOD WAS ALSO SAD , AFTER THAT TIME , BUT I WAS UNWARE OF A SHOCK THAT WAS
COMING TOWARD ME . THAT DAY I DID NOT OPEN FB AND WENT TO SLEEP AND THEN IN THE EVENING WHEN I GET UP
I OPEN FB AND I WAS STUNED.
SHE- SORRY , BUT WE CANN'T BE TOGETHER NOW.
SHE - I WANT A BREAKUP
SHE- AND DO NOT TALK TO ME NOWONWARDS , PLEASE .
SHE - BYE!!
I WAS SHOCKED WHAT JUST HAPPENED , I WAS CONFUSED MORE BECAUSE BETWEEN US EVERYTHING WAS NICE , W
E DO NOT HAVE ANY FIGHT , THEN WHY ?
WHY?
TO GET THE ANSWER , STAY TUNED .
TO BE CONTINUED.......
