My Story...
I am Lokesh eighteen years old . I am from Dehradun,Uttrakhand.
My father is government employee and my mother is a house wife , aur ek chotta bhai 'takleef'-"Nicky" . Then after kmowing my little background lets start with the story.
2016: April
First Time seen.
Our new session was starting i was exited to meet friends again but was nervous also because our school shift student in different section after every one year this year was that. I step out of my house to pick my school bus i sit in front seat which was my permanent sit as driver bhaiya was a friend who lives nearby my house and he was also very friendly with us .
But today bhaiya did not drive forward after picking me , i asked bhaiya 'bhaiya kya hua me toh aa gaya , kiske lia ruke ho' he said 'Are bhai ajj aur thin bache yahan se chadege ', then i realized my mother said yesterday 'ki hamare ghar ke upar naye padoshi aaye hai Tripathi Ji '. My father know Tripathi uncle very well once they used to work together .
My mother also told me 'Tripathi ji ke thin bache hai ' only that much my mother told me i was unware about them.
Then suddenly my eyes went to stairs after sometime one boy came out which was of my brother age then one girl came which was younger then me then came a girl of my age my eyes get stucked to her she was attractive but was more cute. Then our eyes meet but only for 1-2 second then their comes his father and mother they go directly to conductor and said 'conductorsaab abb se ye bhi issi bus me ayege ok ji' , then suddenly my father also came out with my mother they said hi hello to uncle and aunty they also talked with conductor uncle . I was thinking 'ki itni formalities kyun school jarre ladne thodi ' then by their talks i came to know that all three of them have not seen the school till now . My father introduced me to uncle aunty and said 'ki Lucky dekha dega bacho ko unki class app tension matt lijia ' (Lucky is my nickname).
First interaction
Then we reached the school nearby Mandi where our bus used to stand then i came out and waited for them to came out then i said hello to all of them but was continously seeing the girl of my age ... then we proceed towards our school then there are three shops near school one is backery and two stores for essential things for school.
Then i ask all of three if they need anything they said 'no' after entrying school i engaged with some of my friends in way then i came across one of my friend Shruti and started introducing her then i remember 'arre naam toh pucha hi nhi ' (Till then i had talked to boy whoes name was Arun who was in my brother class only , then the middle sister name was Ananya she was in 6th standard.) Then i ask her name with little hesitation as i was very shy with her especially that time then she said her name
" PAVITRA " i started dreaming her name was started echoing in my head then suddenly i was tapped by Shruti in my shoulder and i came out of dreams . Then i asked Shriti to take 'Pavitra' with her to class i will show Ananya her class and my brothet take Arun to their classes and we left.
Friendship:::👐👐Talking.
Two months were over after new session started i was attracted to Pavitra but we do not talk that much as my friend Shruti became her besti!!. We only pass hello, how are you ? only no more . I was intrested keenly to be friend with her but no talking was happening i was not getting any chance .
Then suddenly one evening my brother and her brother were playing in park and i was not in mood to play with my friend in playground as i was injured so i went to play with them badminton then after 20 minutes Ananya and
Pavitra came to park as they also wanted to play so we started playing (that time i was good in every sports i was more sport nerd then study boy) then her turn came that was the first time we both talked more then
5 minutes . After playing also we talked about her intrest etc.
Friendship:: One Step Forward.
After that evening we became good friend i was one of her only boy friend(only friend).
Then after that i used to spend my evening time of playing for which i used to fight as they always used to say(padle khelke kush ni milne vala) with her and her sister in park talking - talking and talking.
My friends used to come to take me but i did not go as i was getting attracted towards her over the time. After many days when i did't go to play my friends were also getting suspicious that something is wrong when they ask me i used to ignore them.
After some time she used to share her thoughts , her views with me . That was the time when i was loosing my friend slowly slowly .
Heart Numb:: MAY
Then comes the time of summer break when we have to depart from each other for 45 days without contact. Fom her side it was normal i thought , but for me it was very difficult face for me as i would no be able to see her but i could not spend these days with out talking with her. So before holidays , on the last day of school i asked her how can i contact her so she said we can talk in fb then se gave me her id and after returning home 1st thing which i did was to send her request.
That time i don't use social media that much but after that day you can assume how much i would have become social media freak.
In holidays we used to talk on fb she also helped me in holiday homework. We were started getting frank .
Heart Broken:: AUGUST
Then one day she told me about a boy whom she liked , my heart was broken ahe told me that he is a singer who is in 11th standard and he performed in a programne in school then i remember his face but i didn't know about him at all . She told me that she likes him very much that was the time when she was just wrtting and i was not able to reply as i was not in mood i log out from fb after that i didn't talk to her and cut off from her i stoped going in outside in the evening as she would talk to me . Then one day she asked me to helf her to get information about that boy . I didn't wanted to talk to her but what can be done when you like someone you do everything for her/him. I tried and tried get info about him he was Mohnis he was a singer who had recorded one single of his own . Then i thouhht ( ki bandi toh inhi pe marrenge hum pe thodi ) then i told about him to her . After that day we again became hi hello friends, she used to come talk to me but i could not talk to her. After that Shruti also tries to talk me about what happend but i didn't talk to her also. It was good that no one knows about my fillings for Pavitra . Then our exam get started i was not performing well , all the time i was getting her thoughts only .
First Time Confessing ❤ .
We were having our half yearly exams that time in the month of september our 4 exams were over only two exam were left one was Maths and other was social sience before our maths exam day in the evening she came with her sister to park where i was sitting on benches of our park near our houses . We were having 3 days holidays for preparation so she returned from her grandmother house that night she used go frequently their .When she came then our usual talking started she asked 'kitna padd lia' etc. Her sister was in slides playing till that time her sister was the onlyb one with whom i used to talk very frankly in those days as she was younger but very friendly with me.
Then when after 20 minutes i was walking towards home she stoped me and ask she wants to talk about something then she asked her sister to take her brother home she is coming in a while then she after some silence started speaking :
She: I want to say i lied to you that i liked Mohnish .
Me: What??
She: Yes , actually actually i i like
Me: You like ....
She: I like... you
Me: What...Me..means Me??
She:Yes
Then she told me that she liked me but she was not sure about it she wants to confirm it without asking me . So Shruti suggest her this idea that to tell me about a guy whom she liked and then see my reaction if it is not normal then i have feeling for her .
Then it get confirmed when i started behaving strangely.
After that i was not in a position to talk to her so we left home .
That night i couldn't sleep .......
To be continued........
