Krishna woke up but not in the tree house in his home. He picked up his phone eagerly and under huge pressure he pressed the green button to check the messages. There were two messages. First one was the service message and the second one was from his life. The message was , " I think there was not love between us only attraction. So I could not marry you." Krishna's heart got crushed. His blood was frozen into his veins. Every atom of air in the room yelled so loudly that they had lost their voice and there was a dark silence in the room. His eyes were feeling guilty of reading that cruel message and they started to cry as they wanted to hide behind the curtain of water. Every cell of Krishna's brain shocked and stopped functioning. For a while Krishna was as good as dead. His senses were there but he could not feel anything. He was a living dead man.
Every moment from the last six months was being recalled by his brain to search for the answer. But he could not find any. He was sure about his love , his passion about her. Suddenly life was useless for Krishna. Because he lost the meaning of his life. He could not control his thoughts so he called Aashka. She did not pick up the phone. He called her fifty times but there was no answer. He was not able to decide what to do.His mother called him for breakfast. It was his favorite food but his tongue could not feel the taste because all his senses were busy in thinking why did it happen and what could be done and because of that they forgot to play their real role. Krishna could not eat much so he drank a glass of water and went back to his room. He tried to call Priya but she was not in town. So Krishna was alone with his grief , pain and emptiness. Krishna sat at his favorite window and was staring out in vain.
He saw a little boy going to school. That boy was trying to catch a butterfly. He was trying hard but could not catch it but suddenly he could catch it. He was so happy to do that but Krishna could see that the butterfly surrendered to that boy because of his love. And that surrender gave that boy the beauty of happiness. But Krishna could not have that beauty of happiness in his life as the shine of his life was gone.He was so depressed but he was a brave boy. So to divert his thoughts he brought a paper and pen to write something and he wrote a song...
I am sad
because she isn't anymore
with me
I am sad
because i cant say her anymore
love me
I am sad
because i cant feel her anymore
in me
I am sad
because i cant say her anymore
trust me
I am sad
because i cant say her anymore
cherish me
I am sad
because she isn't anymore
with me.
I am sad
because i cant yell anymore
her name
I am sad
because my heart cant beat anymore
her name
I am sad
because my lips cant sing anymore
her name
I am sad
because my hands cant write anymore
her name
I am sad
because my mind cant think anymore
her name
I am sad
becasue i cant say good bye
as my time is near by
but she is very apart
i dont know the reason why
i cant take the last breath on her thigh
i cant hold her hand when i am about to die.
i am sad i am sad i am so sad.
The paper was wet not because of the tears of Krishna but the paper itself cried when it felt the pain of Krishna. He was just holding the paper and he fell down and went to his dreamworld. Where he was waiting to see Aashka in the first ray of the Sun. His wish came true , he could see the first ray. Every muscle of his eyes was stand still because nobody wanted to miss the scene. Aashka was looking calm and smiling as there was no place left for pain in her heart as her heart was filled with Krishna's love. Krishna could read his name in every lining of her face. And then the ray touched her beautiful face. It was hard to decide that whether the ray was lucky or Aashka. As the scene was so marvelous that the chariot of the Lord Sun was stopped for a while to see. It was an amazing moment because it was a joining of the living god with the angel of love. Her face was looking golden perhaps the costliest gold on the Earth. She got disturbed because of the rays so the curtain requested the air to move them so that she could sleep. The air happily accepted the invitation and with a very small wave of air the curtains were moved exactly between her and rays. The rays got angry but they could not do anything. But the damage was already done as she was awaken And her eye bid was opened slowly as if the gates of heaven were being opened by the soldiers. She twinkled her eyes and saw him. Krishna felt that a mollusk was opened and two very shiny and beautiful pearls were looking at him. The moment of the lifetime...
