As you read at the term 3 end, Jai met to the accident and he wanted to recover but will he be successful for it? Let's see it in our term 4... Here we go...
I started again
After my accident, I knew that it is hard to recover my whole study in less time my practical exams were on my head barely after 15 days. In this less time, I have to make my assignments and submit them on my school at the days of exams. From all this, I was totally broke. I thought that I will never able to achieve what I wanted to.
My sister Riya only can understand that what is in my mind since now. So she came to me........
Riya, "hey Arman! Why are you upset now?"
Me, "Di! You know what this accident broke me now. I don't think that I can recover my study now."
Riya, "why Arman? Why do you think so?"
Arman, "see Di workload and also my exams are on my head. So how can I?"
Riya," see Arman! Do you know about Abraham LINKIN?"
(Silence)
Riya," ok Arman! Let me tell you his story. Abraham Linkin was a man who saw many loses in his life. He fought many elections but he got only to lose. He falls down many times in life but he had thinking to be big. That's why he fought many times. And finally, he elected as head of USA.
Now you decide what actually you should do?"
Me, "Got it Di. Now I will work hard for my recovery. And will try to give my best."
My di was my fire brigade. In my this critical condition she gave me a way to move on. I also got inspired by linkIn. I thought that though I have less time I will gain more and more.
Now that was a time when I have learned a new lesson in my life.
worse phase of my life
After my Di concerted me to fight with my mental conditions to get the best in my life, I started to work hard. Even not hard it is hardest. Every minute I thought about my family, mostly about the sister. I knew that my accident was little but it broke me internally. I had lost my confidence. Every time when I sat for my study I felt a lot of pain. And started to think that I can't pay attention now, it is over now and I forgot everything which I read in class etc. And this tension with struggle and study gave me a cold Shay.
Finally, exams got started I gave chemistry with full of my that time concentration, physics was also fine and after Mathematics was better. But still, I was not sure about my result. I just knew that I will go now to the worst phase of my life. A phase where I will lose everything.
After my board examination, I gave every engineering entrance examinations. Of course also about them, I was not sure. Just gave Every engineering entrance examination. And started waiting for results.
First, in board examination, I was at the bottom of my entire career. I just made 70% which was too lowest. My father started pretending me. My mother was too angry for it she even slapped me for it and started for admission in a normal college. This board examination result really gave me a Worst phase of my life.
when i sucked from pressure
After my bad board results competition results also declared. I got selected on every step. .in jee, BITSAT, in VIT and also in SRM but my luck was not with me so I had to left my dreams became faded I had lost my confidence and became alone . after this I was in depression but never told someone. I knew that my family had not enough money to sent me for engineering In big college so I opted BSC for my bachelor's. I was really quite disappointed, and my heart fully broked that day. I felt first time that how life can turn in one second. I lost my stardom, lost my confidence and most of them I lost belief in me. This was like a sucking phase of my life. So I have to get started with it. And have to get a good perfection.
i started college quietly
After my bad performance, I accepted my lose quickly and also accepted my parent's decision. My father and my mother were so disappointed by me they called me one night and...........
Father," so mister overconfident! What's happened? Where is your engineering selection? Where is your hard work? Where is the result of your result on our expectations? Tell us we are waiting "
Me, "dad I tried for and I did hard work also but..."
Father," you can't do anything instead give us dark. You know what I always think about Riya thinks about you. So where is your love and dedication towards your sister?"
Me," dad I promise I will do hard work this time really."
Father," see son! I never thought bad about you and yes I love you my son but think one thing what we accept from you. Just complete our dream... Just complete them."
Me," yes dad I will. I will."
This time father was weeping too hard I too started weeping. My whole family was weeping. My father came to me and hugged me and started to hold my emotions.
I also realized my father's feeling. I thought the first time for him. I first time thought about my family and for their dreams. I started to love my father.
That's why I joined my b.sc college very quietly without any violence
first time i felt for someone
By the way, until my first year, I was a simple boy. I was so so far from girls n love. I also decided that I will be so so far away from these things also in my college life. But who knows that what will happen in next moment.
Now let me come to point. My college life became one month old and I became so much popular in my college. My teachers, my class and everyone thought that he is an intelligent guy, he will give us the best results. But who knows that I was too bad internally. But it is said that no that a good girl can change a bad boy slowly. This happened to me also that day I saw a girl named Sneha. She was so intelligent, popular and beautiful girl of my college. She also knows me as intelligent. By that day I started waiting for her. Every moment in college, at the classes and of course until that time spent in her city. This happened me the first time. I don't know what was that which I was and yes am feeling. She became my dream and still is my dream and in my dreams. I was waiting for my first meeting with her and started writing poems too. She became my words of the poem, lyrics of my poem. I couldn't imagine that this will happen to me. But yes everything which was happening to me is too fantastic. Really what a feeling.
To be continued in next term to know is this thing going to bad for a father and son relationship or will everything be fine... Let's see in term -5... Meet you all then...
