Dear love,
I hope you are going through a very beautiful time of your life. You can enjoy it very well. You are cute, gorgeous and beautiful girl. Everyone has a difficulties in thier life. You have also but i know with your intelligence and great attitude you can solute every problem.
You might like a boy who's handsome have good humour better understanding. in fact there's a strong possibility that you found a boy who's exactly what your thought about him. You are a girl and obviously you also need someone with whom you can enjoy your self, Sharing secret, doing a lot of fun and all that.
But can you find a guy who is caring as like he cares his mom? Can you find a guy who loves you as much as he loves his mom? Can you find a guy who understands you without any sign?
I know you can or can't. But The way you live a life and attitude towards the things is truemendous. i am not falling for your body, attitude or behavior ... I am falling on your soul. How pure it is!
Now I Believe god is very powerful Beacuse making a person like you isn't it little thing... It's a very great thing. Sometimes I thought if you weren't then who's that person with whom i can be forever...?
Let my thoughts have no clue about it at now. Things may change too fast, someone can change it's heart so someone's day can change. At now i know the time isn't going through the path. i can't do anything, It's time to survive. Let the things goes down. I have to be calm and patience. I have to trust the process. I have an only thing at now and it's HOPE.
Everything that happens to me is probably for some reasons. Due to this reason and it's observations I can reach here. There's nothing in this world that you can hold on everything goes on, Just keep taking care of my self, focus and concentrate on career and other responsibilities. If i want you to be mine than i can do anything but Aim is to see you happy second thing is you never forcing a person to be yours and by forcing if the person will come in your life than you won't get that satisfaction when the person will come in your life by his/her choice.
At sometimes I thought i have to move on and find a new relationship and focus on it. After the some seconds I realized that no one can understand me the way you are. I tried so hard to forget you just to out of this trap to live a free life and found my own existence.
But all my efforts went in vain. I am being so sad at some of the time. why these things happen to me ....? do i deserve this? A lot of thought have ruined my mind and I have no clue about any of these. Let i remember "The things waits you it's really great for you" that thought can heal me every time.
In this whole world where 7 billion people live. And i found only 2 people who cares for me. MOM and YOU..... Yes you. The way you treated me it's the golden period of my life. Mom is evergreen for me conditions, situation doesn't matter if Mom is here means there's a peace.
So Still carry a little hope in my pocket everyday that at least there's a one day that either change my day or change her heart to be with me.
