Its too night and still I'm unable to get sleep, I thought reason behind of this is that I am thinking about her...
Why, I am thinking about her.. ?
Am I in love or something else it is..?
Yeah because I feel something special about her... In short I want her as my better half for a life time. I found every quality on them, the quality which I imagined for my soul mate... Hahahaha hahaha ?
Listening the song of a movie Ghajini "kaise mujhe" such a beautiful song and dreaming her??
Day by day I am sunking down on her very enviable her heart is. Don't know which type of compulsion is that I want to go out from them but I am just wanting.. But this compulsion is nice.
A pain of her distracting me, it takes me out to another world. A world which belongs to us only she and I. I want this pain everytime, every second, because this pain has his own sweetness. I want to lost myself on her.
Now a song of shadi me zarrur aana "Me hoon sath tere". a song which I like most I want to dedicate this song to her.
How cute this feeling is some kind of blush sorounding my face. I got dumped before, but now I am forgetting all the things, my consciousness, my principle and my bewareness all are leaving my mind. No God I don't want this.
I just want to say her that I love her.....
I Love you completely, purely and badly. ???
Some time after
So some how I handled my self and goes into deep sleep and in the dream of her...
You know the thing what, if you thought someone before your sleep, you definitely got them in your dreams... This is what happened with me, dream? What is dream? A thing which takes us into another world into phase, some of takes us pleasurable world and some of takes us horrible place...
But I have seen a dream place of where I do settled down, and near of the beach with her far from the traffic, population and all. Just she and I...
The perfact dream it was... But as we all know life is so different than your imagination.... Imagination has our control we makes us through our thoughts, but the life is not under in our hand... Sometimes it's so painful to tolerate life's punishments..
Why this life is so tough?
Why whom we do like never get them in our arms?
Why did this happened?
There is lots of questions and lack of answer we have... Well I am coming back on the story...
Next day I woke up at 10AM and the night was so charmed, taked out the phone from bed and scrolled the WhatsApp down there was a message from her... Messege of good morning.. ? I blushed and replied just as gm?
I did thought about the last night lot and took the decision to go far from her, I uninstalled whatsApp and deleted her number..
After someday she called me...
