Mere nisha hain kaha!!!
At Mishra house hustle bustle is going on. Jyoti and shilpa were busy in preparation of pooja and deepak was sitting on dining table and watching them. He just love jyoti and shilpa relation sometime he doubts that Shilpa is jyoti’s mother not his, mom always take jyoti side though I am her son. no I m not jealous but love their relation. jyoti has also love my mom as her own mom and always get angry whenever I said she is my mom and she tease me also that she was your mom till u married me now she is my mom first than yours and I just hugged her by saying thank you for loving my mom and she hit my shoulder and said thank you for giving me mom like her who love me like her own daughter.
This was my small but beautiful world and to complete this world came my little princess Rani. This name was suggested by me and I am glad that Jyoti keep that name. Now she is 7 months old. She is really naughty just like her mother. She makes weird face when anyone touches her hair just like me. I am sure when she will get older she will say same dialogue don’t touch my hair dadi. Sigh! My chains of thought broke by Jyoti who is scolding and lecturing Pandit ji because he broke his promise and making accuses for not coming. The way she scolds I am sure pandit ji’s ears are damage but my ears won’t damage hehehe. Aah so finally pandit ji’s is ready to come. Jyoti always gets angry when other person doesn’t keep their promise. I also broke my promise that is why she is angry with me and not talking to me.
All preparation has done except some here and there mom was feeling sad and crying before I went towards her jyoti reach and hug her. She herself was sad but still she was giving strength to mom and I really don't know how to console them I am so helpless I know what they are feeling but I can’t do anything and angry on myself why why why ??? and here Rani comes caught mom's leg and stand up and signalling mom to take her in her arms and mom just took her in her arms and hugged her tightly. Rani is her life and she is the reason of her happiness. I am proud of my daughter she is toddler and doesn’t know whatever she is doing what I promise to them. She is giving happiness and smiles on their faces thanks my princess and just be like this only and I gave her a flying kiss and she just smile at me. Jyoti took Rani with her and led her to sleep so she will be fresh during pooja. She must be there during pooja. I was just looking at my daughter and she was looking at me and giving smile to me and jyoti was busy in freshening up. After getting freshen up she came out and she was wearing yellow sari gorgeous. Yellow colour suits her very much. She looks stunning actually she always look stunning whatever she wear except white I never like white colour and warn her never ever wear white and after this she never wear white though people were forcing her to wear white but no she always said my deepu hate white colour so I will never wear white and my mom too support her. I so lover her and rani your mom look beautiful and she blink her eyes and smile agreeing with me. Jyoti was getting ready for pooja and standing in front of mirror I went towards her and stand there and she was smiling looking in the mirror because she knew what I feel whenever she wear this sari this sari I gifted her and I always said her she is looking beautiful and sometime I don't need to say that she just understood my unspoken words just like today she always look at herself by my eyes and I just love her for this. I love you jyoti and she was smiling in looking at mirror I love you deepu.
During pooja
Panditji arrived at home and did all preparation for pooja mom and jyoti arrived with rani, panditji said them to sit on pooja they sat near hawan and I sat beside jyoti and rani. Jyoti was looking gloomy and mom was weak I never saw her this weak except that day when she came to know that and panditji started their mantra and asked mom and jyoti to said name of the person whose ritual has to be done. Mom was trying to speak name she couldn't speak words choked in her throat and I was saying here mom please don't do that don't stress yourself but I know she couldn't hear my voice and jyoti kept her hand on her hand and speak on DEEPAK KUMAR MISHRA and mom just cried but jyoti didn't cried my jyoti grown as mature and strong and I was proud of her and she knows this time is not to be a weak my mom need her my daughter need her but I wish I can be her strength but I can’t because I don't alive any more I died today it has been one year Deepak Kumar Mishra is late Deepak Kumar Mishra.
Last year same day when I was coming to home by train someone forgot his bag and going I just called him and said hey u forgot your bag but he didn't heard so I took his bag and going to give him and suddenly blast happen and only jyoti and mom face came in front of me and I closed my eyes after that I didn't know what happen.
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