Amy's pov: It is my first day of my college.. I am excited to see my college and new I am staying in hostel for my college studies as my town is far away from this city...It is first day for me only as I am late admission to this college I am also girl who doesn't like makeup... I don't like put even eyeliner... Well...I have lot of question in my head, "Will I get friends in my college?.. Will I merge with my classmate.. Will I get adjust to this new city.." I know I am weird... ...Read More

Amy pov:Days are moving faster. Harry's place is very next to me.. however we didn't have any chat. He lot friends while I didn't have any close friends. Oneday a staff started scolding me by misunderstanding situation. Harry said me not to be sad for it. May be he felt pity for me. As I hate pity from anyone. I replied him not to care about me, I ain't sad about it as I have faced lot of similar issues in my school day. I think so i have hurted him with my reply but I don't want anyone ...Read More

Amy's pov :Lots of dilemma in my mind comes to end with thought that It can be false gossip damage his reputation since I have already heard a gossip that Harry is committed which is also false news. I have decided not to think more about it. Myself, Maya, Kiren and Harry used be group and have conversation in leisure hours but Harry and I don't used to have direct conversation. Kiren had habit of smoking Whenever He forgot his wallet, He used to get 20rs in last hours to have ciger after college is over. Kiren asked me ...Read More

Harry's Pov:I love amy lot but something stops me from proposing her. I doesn't know when I started falling her. I love her speech which never fears and talks to anyone facing their eyes. Her speech which makes anyone attract and hurt badly. Her facial expressions which are cute which speaks her heart morethan her words, Her powerful eyes which can kill anyone with its looks and Her attitude never let anyone propose her which makes anyone to respect her.I have decided to propose her today. I believe she loves me as her eyes show care, affection and love. ...Read More

Amy's Pov:I was completely out of control when I hear that Harry needs details of a girl. To make control, I just went out of class to library without bothering about surrounding as silence in library can make me normal or bring mind to peace. I am not one who share my feelings to recover. In a Silence place being alone only helps me to recover..With 5 to 10 minutes of thought, A single thought that created a little peace is he just asked the details of girl, he doesn't say he has crush on her or he love ...Read More

Amy's pov:I have been falling for him.. Whenever I try to be away from him... Even when He asked some girl I just thought to be away... But my heart still search for him.. I can't express it too... I doesn't know how to handle myself.. I am possesive too.. Mind ask me to be away but heart isn't obeying... I want him but my conscious won't allow me to say this to even my friends that I love him.. I am type of person who talk with very conscious to other that other should not find my emotions ...Read More

Amy's Pov:As I am became friend with Jessie as usual Harry too became friend with her... Even though Jessie my friend, I don't share my crush or love or inner thoughts to her, only she used too share.. Oneday she asked me to say my crush name... She asked me is Harry your crush... Suddenly I replied no.. As I doesn't want to share feeling to others.... She keeps on asking me... I just avoided... At time Harry came... So to make him irritate I just named one of my friend's crush name.. Suddenly he went off class... Small ...Read More

Amy's pov:With lots of wound in heart.. I went to college, nextday. Harry was absent.. I sat alone.. I talk to anyone.. Jessie came near me asked why are you upset.. I replied I am fine.. Jessie asked if I ask u something won't u take it wrong.. "No.. Just ask" I replied.. Even though Harry is ignoring you.. You keep on messaging him it seems.. He feels irritated by it.. Jessie said.. I have been already broken by his block.. Now Jessie's words broke me totally into million pieces.. I doesn't want her to know I am broken.. ...Read More

Amy's pov:My Heart made my mind to believe words from Jessie are not from Harry... Even though mind believed to avoid both Harry and Jessie.. Avoiding Jessie is too hurtful for me.. I thought her as my friend....now changing it suddenly is difficult for me.... Jessie gossiped to all my classmates that Harry is avoiding me, I am disturbing him. This act made by Jessie irritate me to core.. This made me think that Jessie had never thought me as a friend.. Ignoring her is difficult for me.. But slowly I tried to avoid her.. I never messaged Harry ...Read More

Amy's Pov:This period of time is hardest part.. Seeing your loved ones with someone is very hard.. I think Even though Harry got committed.. His care is same... From this what should I learn.. I doesn't know... Care Harry is showing me is not because of love.. Or he didn't show me care itself.. I know very well that care can be showered by many that is mother, father, friend, brother and sister...But I did feel like he thought me as sister / Friend.. When I came in class from library, I found my chair is lost.. I am ...Read More

Amy's pov:Educational tour... I should feel happy for it as College days are beautiful days, In this, college tour very best days to cherish.. This is basic concept in many life... But I am thinking should I go or not which is my fate.... I decide to go to church since whenever I confused I will get clear vision here.. Silence in church help me to take decision well...I went there.. Mind became clear.. I decide to attend educational tour.. Running never help us from fear.. Face the fear it may help to solve .. I doesn't know where ...Read More

Amy's pov:Bus is waiting for us to pick up... We guys took all of us luggage and get it in bus.... We started our tour journey... In bus, there is lot of fun with song and dance.. From bus, we have to change train... We reached Railway station...tickets were alloted in group for us...Harry and kiren used to allot a respective seat for us... We reached railway station by 5pm .. Train is arriving at 7pm...when we guys are waiting for train... Harry called everyone and said their seat except mine... I too waited to know but he didn't ...Read More

Amy's pov:We started to visit our tourist spot... In Ahamebad, we went to Lake, Sabarmati ashram.. I felt normal during daytime(Temperature is too normal)... We went for shopping to buy things that would manage cold further as we are moving more cooler place in this tour with this winter season(Nov) ... We nearly spend 2 day in ahmedabad...We packed our things and planed to move to jaipur by train... This time Harry is too joined our compartment by creating fake drama... He just lay in lower berth of my berth.. Tried to get berth opposite to me but in ...Read More

Amy's pov:Harry came from hospital.. He is fine... He was provided with pain reliever... But still he is walking support....After visiting many other places in two days....we packed ourselves to move to chandigarh in train.. In train while find my seat with my luggage.. Harry was arranging his luggage in Upperberth.. He said me with concern to wait..Be safe..Let me arrange or else u will get hurt.. He had already hurt my heart to worst... Will hurt from luggage would worst than hurting he had done to my heart...I asked to myself... Without showing my thought...I nodded my head ...Read More

Amy's pov:As kurfi is completely covered with snow, walking without support seems difficult.. With help of kiren, I climbed slopy area... It is noted by Harry.. He went to place where stick are given and bought for himself.. And said to comman person walking without support seems difficult just get it... I went to get stick.. After that I haven't seen Harry, Jessie and some of Jessie's friends... I too didn't cared them... I started playing slide, ice ball throwing and started eating hot noodles which is sold there... For this cool temperature hot noodles remained yummy... After spending ...Read More

Harry's pov:Trip has been completed... I didn't talk or have look at amy after shimla... I can't see her someone's hand... I love her so much... How much I try to remove her from my heart.. I can't.. She is not mine... I should able tolerate some holding her.. But I can't... So, avoided her....Day I came to know amy is committed is worst day of my life.... Flashback: when jessie proposed me... I rejected it saying that I love amy... after hearing my words... She told amy is committed... I was shocked..I didn't respond her and switched off ...Read More

Amy's pov:After trip completed, we are back to collage... As there is lot of works to be done, We for special class... My mobile charge is nearly full.. I gave my mobile to Harry to select song, they like... As I don't know their taste of songs... I just allowed them to select... After college, I went back to hostel, after refreshing just laid on bed... Thinking on trip days... Though I was afraid too attend trip.. Now, it have became one of fabulous day of my lifetime... As long as live, These day will be remember in heart... ...Read More

Amy's pov:I was worried on Harry.. I took my phone to call him but my mind stopped me from him.. It made me remember his words why do you text me...even after avoiding..Then I realized I have no right to call him... I didn't get sleep... Without my knowledge my eyes were filled with tear thinking of past fight with him... and all memories with him.... I took my mobile to see his photo... Tear from eyes started flowing like river... Pillow is only my friend where I can show my tear without getting judged....This night also changed into ...Read More

Amy's pov:I was worried on Harry... How will he write his semester examination... Will he able to write in type of state.. Lot of things are running on my mind... I can't even concentrate on my studies.. Completely my mind is filled with his thought... I even wonder myself why my mind thinks a lot about him even when he is not mine and he can't be mine... I even too think Whether a day can pass without thinking of him....Suppressing my inner thoughts... I decided to call him My heart longed to hear his voice and know how ...Read More

Amy's pov:College started... This is last semester... One of gossip first I heard in this semester is jessie and break up... I didn't further stand to hear gossip and decided to think as false gossip... If it think it as true and saw them they together... It will be hurtful... I think myself bad feeling happy for someone sadness.... As per my earlier decision not to avoid harry and have complete attendance.. college days never return...After a while when we are sitting in our bench. Some of my classmates started asking jessie that what happened between you (jessie) and ...Read More

Harry's pov:This is last semester.... After this I doesn't know whether I will have any chances to meet or to amy or not.... So, I don't want to have any misunderstanding with amy that why I decided to stop drama with jessie....I feel like amy always loves me.. I doesn't know why..but I have...Amy didn't message or contact me after I started drama of committing with jessie.... I started missing amy a lot... Whenever I decided to call her but my ego doesn't allow me... I haven't even save her number but I remember her number... I doesn't show ...Read More

Amy's pov:When I found Harry calling me... I was too happy.... I am extremely excited... Whether he remember my Is he going to wish me on my birthday lot of excitement.... With lot of excitement, I attend call...But He just called for doubt.... I should have realised before itself since None of classmates know my birthday... How would he knows my birthday.... Still felt little happy since I able to hear his voice in my birthday... I see this as my first God's gift for my birthday.... Second gift is he said me to message me.... I was happy.... ...Read More

Amy's pov:After 1 year, still my mind and heart are filled only with Harry.... I can feel even second Every moment is very slow.... One year of passing is been like 100 year of passing.... We both are again connected in all social account.... Whenever I miss him.. I used to check his account.... I have heard a statement Time makes you forget everything but in my case... I can't forgot him... Though we are away in miles I can't even meet... I haven't chat with him.... But still heart is longing for him.... Nothing is forgotten... Every moment ...Read More