Jay's PovEverything felt like a dream. Those 2 years of guilt and remorse had felt like an eternity. It had felt like I was stranded in a desert with no water or sense of day or time. It felt as if I had found a river in the desert. The serene emotion of peace and calm rushed through my veins, and it made me numb and limp.I held Amy like a desperate fool. If this were reality, then I wouldn't let her go. I had her tight in my arms. Her heartbeats drummed against mine. It felt like music. My