I woke up in the middle of the night feeling overwhelmed and exhausted. The weather outside was good enough to describe how I felt deep inside, massive raindrops. I got outta bed and took huge breaths , the air around me suddenly became tight and I felt my chest burning. I forced myself to the kitchen and got a cup of water then I called Janice. I wasn't able to speak but she had time to figure out that I was in need of help. Janice and I got divorced after the Janelle incident and eversince then her and I