The monsoon had finally arrived in Jaipur to give the citizens respite from a long grueling summer. Unfortunately, my season of despair was far from over. I hopped on the metro at civil lines and settled into a seat at the end of the coach. I then took out earphones from the bag and plugged them into my ear. I didn’t turn on the music but closed my eyes and sat with my arms folded over my chest. This was my daily routine after getting into the metro and all of it was a part of a ruse. A lot