It is something that runs inside of me , something that lies beneath ....it feels as if all the answers lie beneath I just need the key .After returning home:Dear diary today was wonderful minus the pendant experience . I know I ain't supposed to find but somehow my subconscious always reminds me I need to find the answers for whatever's happening around me . I feel the urge to look out for people I care . Somehow every event goes back to 2010 ,the day since dad went missing even though it's just an assumption and I don't have